It's finally over! The exams. It was over since Mon and I know I didn't blog to share my joy with everyone. Lol. I was busy trying to clear stuffs. =p
I finally finished my degree, in approximately 10 months. I learnt alot, I lost alot, I stressed alot, I studied alot... In that short expanse of 10 months. Before I left Singapore, I didn't imagine that I would be going through so much in that short time span. Before I left, part of me was reluctant to leave while part of me wanted to leave. Reluctant because deep inside me I knew that somehow some things might go differently. Wanting to leave because I wanted to try being independent. I wanted to try living overseas. I wanted to try living elsewhere without my parents around. I prayed and wished that somehow things wouldn't become different but who am I kidding. The world still turn and things are still growing. *shrugs*
Now what was I busy with the past few days... Hmmm... I'm starting to pack my stuffs coz I'm going home. Home... I never thought I would miss home. Never thought that I would miss my bed and the 'room' that I sleep in or even my pesky, meddling brother. Haha! I hope he's turning out alright now. I'm also out shopping for things to get either for myself or really belated presents for friends. Haha. Seriously.
I know I should feel happy and all that I'm going back coz I have been mumbling and grumbling about it for the past...say 10 months? Haha... But in actual fact, I don't really feel that happy. Not the happy-happy kind where I-can-bounce-around-the-house-all-day. Not that I'm not glad to leave this boring place. It's more like an empty feeling. It's like I don't feel anything anymore. Like there's a hole where emotions used to be..............
My stomach like hurts a little every now and then. I probably should get it checked just in case but I don't think I would.
Well it's exaggeration coz they are quite minor I suppose. My face is kinda bleeding due to the pimples and my itchy fingers scratching them. Heh heh heh... Thank God for concealers, acne cream, acne patches and aloe vera.
My right nostril is bleeding and I don't know why. It's not like a nose bleed or something but more like I have some cut inside and so I'm bleeding slowly.
My toe is also bleeding due to the same injury as before. This time it's taking a really long time to heal even though I've applied some medication on it. I took a pic of it will post up the gross photo up soonish.
And lastly it's the girl thingy once again. It's just dodgy bleeding coz it shouldn't be time yet.
Maybe something is seriously wrong with me. I honestly don't know. I feel fine. I think. Oh well I shouldn't think about that now coz I've got my last paper to focus on and focusing is not on my mind. It just seems to wander around looking for other things to do or wanting to do other things. This is bad. Real bad.
I wish I was smart, pretty and interesting but instead I'm boring, plain and stupid. ='(
It's one of the rare times where I blog in school when internet connection is sucky at home. I'm in the LB lab at the moment. There's quite abit of people in here but it's alright. I've got my BioChem notes, hard drive, music and loads of studying to do =D
I just wanna blog this out...
2 DOWN 1 MORE TO GO!!!!
Teehehe... I'm gloating coz most people I know have like at least 2 more papers. Lol! Anyway the purpose of this blog entry is to blog about my weird freaky dream last night.
Hmmm... I seem to have alot of weird dreams ever since coming here. Here's how the dream goes...
I was in this house or place of which I don't know where exactly. The dream jumps around [you get what I mean] so if you get confused it's not my fault =p
1. There was these 2 ancient washing machines in this room and someone [it looked like my previous maid] told me that one of the machines was spoilt because each time she tried to do laundry, the machine runs for awhile and then stop after like a minute or two. She was trying to figure out what's wrong when I walked in. So she got me to try to fix it -__-||| After meddling with it for awhile, I realized what the problem was. She didn't change the time required for the wash. I know it sounds weird but it's just a dream. Apparently she set the wash to be finished in like 3 minutes! I know I know it sounds ridiculous but who knows this might be the invention of the future?! Imagine having your laundry done in like 3 minutes?! In goes dirty, stinky laundry and out pops out clean, lovely smelling laundry after 3 minutes! Haha... Awesome ain't it? =p
2. I was playing some video game on tv and it looks suspiciously like Super Mario though the stages seem slightly different. I was trying to win this bloody level but just can't! It was pissing me off so badly that I kept pushing the controller violently and decided that I didn't wanna play it anymore so I switched it off. Now this dream is meaningless...
3. I'm in another room with a table full of telephones. Not the normal cord type ones but the cordless types. There were like 3 different types there with their chargers. In this room was also Liyana's friend of which sad to say I don't know her name. Strange that she can also pop into my dreams. Hoho... I saw that all the phones were out of batteries so I decided to charge them. I plugged all their charger points into the same power box and placed the phones on them. Then my uncle walked in and started scolding me for over-using the power source coz I shouldn't put so many plugs into one power source.
4. Now this scene happens in the kitchen. Heny [first time dreaming of him! Haha!], Veina [strange o.O], another girl that looks suspiciously like Inneke [!!!!!] and of coz moi. Somehow we were preparing to make curry! Haha... I must have been hungry while I was dreaming. Something happened, of which I can't remember already, and Heny had to crawl out of the window. Maybe it was a huge bug or something which I made him get rid of coz he came crawling back in again. So Veina suddenly started cooking and doing all the wrong things. I was so stunned coz I haven't prepared any of the ingredients yet! I took out this bag of potatoes and there was this huge mass of brain-like material at the bottom of the bag. I left those on the table and went to work on the onions. Suddenly I heard some funny sounds and I looked at the rest. They were also surprised. We looked around for the source of the sounds and realized that it came from the bag of potatoes! So I peeked inside and saw that the mass of brain-like material had cracked open and there was something reddish inside!!!! It was some demon baby!!!!!! OMG!!! I started screaming my head off.
And...
That was the end of the dreams. Hoho... Seriously freaky and weird right? Anyway I just bought a book called The Book of Dreams and I'm gonna try to interpret my dreams. Hehz...
Machinery - To dream of machinery denotes you will undertake some project which will give you great anxiety but which will finally result in good for you. [Exams maybe?]
To see old machinery, foretells enemies will overcome in your strivings to build up your fortune.
Laundry - To dream of laundering clothes denotes struggles but a final victory in winning fortune. If the clothes are done satisfactorily then your endeavours will bring complete happiness. If they come out the reverse, your fortune will fail to procure pleasure. [Well actually I don't know whether the laundry was done well coz I never opened the cover]
Telephone - To dream of a telephone foretells you will meet strangers who will harass and bewilder you in your affairs. [*gasps*]
Uncle - If you see your uncle in a dream, you will have news of a sad character soon. [*GASPS GASPS*]
Kitchen - To dream of a kitchen denotes you will be forced to meet emergencies which will depress your spirits.
Cooking - To cook a meal denotes some pleasant duty will devolve on you. Many friends will visit you in the near future. If there is discord or a lack of cheerfulness you may expect harassing and disappointing events to happen. [Is this talking about after I come home?]
Cooking stove - To see a cooking stove in a dream denotes that much unpleasantness will be modified by your timely interference.
Window - To see windows in your dreams is an augury of fateful culmination to bright hopes. You will see your fairest wish go down in despair. Fruitless endeavours will be your portion. [Is that the sign?!]
Potatoes - Dreaming of potatoes brings incidents often of good. To cook them, congenial employment. [A job when I'm back??]
Demon baby = devil - Beware of associating with the devil even in dreams. He is always the forerunner of despair. [Does it mean I might be in despair soon??]
I really don't know what to interpret of the dream but I do know one thing, dinner tonight shall be curry! Wahahahahaha... Okay back to studying for my FINAL PAPER! Sorry I just can't resist the temptation. *sheepish evil grin*
On Tues, I went for Gelare waffles!! It's half-priced Tuesdays so I had to have it. Teeheehee... It was YUMMY despite the shop being super crowded. Hoho! Me and Amelia was deducing that it's probably this crowded only on Tues coz it's half priced. Lol! I tried out this new flavour Honey Malt Crunch and it was sweeeeeeeet~ I could really taste the honey malt! Absolutely loving that flavour right now. They didn't have my usual Macadamia Nut Crunch so I had to choose a different flavour. Thank God I chose the right one *winks*
Thereafter, we went to catch the movie Resident Evil: Extinction. It was damn good! Awesome CGI, fight scenes and scary scenes. It was my first time watching Resident Evil and after the movie ended, I was wondering why I never watched the previous 2 installments. Well 2 more additions to the never-ending lists of movies, animes, Taiwan, Jap & Korean dramas that I intend to watch after the exams end =X
Yesterday was officially my last day of work at Maccas. Goodbye Maccas!! Will miss you peeps dearly. Well some of you. Heh heh... I had the longest shift yesterday and I was superbly tireeeeeeed!!! Worked from 7am till 4pm. I had to go to work earlier coz we are having an inspection. Grrr... The manager didn't inform me about that when he called to ask. Sneaky!!
Well I went home intending to finish up my Genetics iLectures but lo and behold, I only managed to finish 1 1/2 lectures, which equates to 1 1/2 hours, before my eyes could barely open and it was only 6pm! So I decided to take a short nap before continuing my lectures and the next time I opened my eyes it was already midnight! HOHO!!! I got up, went to the toilet and checked my lappie for msges.
Tricia darling msged me!! It's been a long long while since I last talked to her. Wanted to tell her some stuffs but she was forever not online coz her lappie has been down =( Anyway chatted with her for awhile [about half an hour?] before telling her I was still sleepy [LOL!] and was going back to bed. We chatted about things we were gonna do when I return to SG. WooOohhOOo... So looking forward and not looking forward to going back at the moment. Got problems to settle, look for jobs, decide what I wanna do for my future. *sigh*
I decided to set my alarm for 0730 so that I would be up early to continue my iLecture before going to bed. That's when the dreams all started again =/ I really don't know what to make out of it. What is the damn meaning behind having those dreams??!?!?!?!?!?! UGH!!!!!!!! Just let me know in simple layman terms instead of me having to search for answers that doesn't seem to want to appear. POO! Why does God like to work in mysterious ways... *groans*
Anyway the alarm rang but I turned it off and went back to sleep. Haha. That seems rather common for me these days. I can't believe I was still sleepy after sleeping so much! Go figure! 1800 - 0000 and 0045 - 1000. I finally finished ALL my iLectures and was about to start on my Parasitology when I decided I should take a short break. I was watching Ch8 drama Honor and Passion when the video stopped loading halfway -_____- and then I decided I should blog abit. Yes yes... Laziness!
My internet is starting to get laggy which indicates that I have already exceeded the bandwidth and now I get sucky internet speed. POO! Well at least anime is still downloading at a snail speed. Sometimes I wonder to myself why in the world I chose science over other better subjects. The answer still eludes me somehow. *shrugs* There's no turning back now since I have made that decision years ago. It's the major stress period now. EXAMS!! They should have assignments and projects instead of exams coz it wastes paper!! Plus it's killing my brain cells just memorizing all the different & vast amount of parasites, biochemical pathways and genetic methods. *sob sob* I need more brain or memory-improving food =( Which kind soul can offer me some??
My left big toe is swollen. Same stupid problem.
My arms itch. I think I'm getting the heat rash thingy again. Need to start applying calamine lotion.
Still undecided about dinner. Curry chicken or Hosin chicken??
Fate is playing a horrible trick on me. I hate being confused.
It's blogging time again coz I dunno what to do now. Actually I know what I have to do but I am avoiding it. *sigh*
I haven't been to lectures for like the past 2 weeks coz couldn't wake up and my mind knows that it's the end of the semester already. Hoho! So now I have tonnes of iLectures to finish listening to before I ultimately start on my screwed up revision. Darn!
Thurs I went to the city to accompany Amelia collect her concert tickets for J.T.'s concert. Yes Justin Timberlake is right here in Perth now and I would be going to his concert later!! Haha... It was a last minute decision for me. In actual fact I didn't really wanna go see coz it's ex and I was kinda saving money for shopping spree after exams.
Well I stopped blogging until there coz it was time for me to shower, get ready and leave for the concert. Hoho! Luckily we went slightly earlier coz the place was super packed, with teens, kids & even adults! Me & Amelia were rather stunned that parents would also bring their kids along. The weather was freaking hot and I think I got a tan =D Hope my skin doesn't peel coz I didn't apply sunblock.
J.T.'s concert was AWESOME!!! Tis a shame that I forgotten to charge my camera so I had to put up with my lousy hp camera. *sob sob* I need to get the pics from Amelia and Jaslyn soonish. Heh heh... Then I can post it online =)
The strange and weird dreams are back. I don't know whether it's a sign from God or whether it's just my deepest desire and wishful thinking that makes them appear in my dreams.
It's over!! It's finally over!! After 2 weeks of mugging, whining, almost contemplating suicide [KIDDING!] and head banging, the stretch of quizzes is over. Well not exactly coz I've got another one scheduled for next Monday but there's still some time for me to take a short breather.
Last Monday: BioChem II quiz Last Thursday: Molecular Genetics quiz Today Yesterday: Parasitology lab quiz
*phew* I actually had another BioChem quiz after the lab quiz but after studying my Parasitology on Sunday, I changed my mind about taking the quiz. I had too much to study for thus not having enough time for BioChem and I don't want to flunk it coz I can't take the higher score. *sigh*
Anyway today I caught up on some of my iLectures. I have loads to listen to... I guess around 10 hours? Heh heh... Lazy me couldn't bring myself to school la... Keke!
I finally took a break today and did some cooking! It's been a long while since I last cooked for people. Well they moved out so it's only me eating and sometimes I either cook large portions to keep for days or just have instant noodles or cereals. *shrugs* Anything to keep my stomach from growling.
After dinner, we headed to Utopia [again!!] for bubble tea and some cakes. Thereafter we went to visit Lao Ban at work to pass him the remaining cake. I will never try banana milk tea ever again. The banana essence is too strong and artificial.
The weather is turning hotter, which is good and bad. Good coz it means that there's gonna be loads of sun which equates to more beach outings for tanning!! Bad coz it means 'Attack of the bugs'!!! Did I mention I HATE BUGS?? Now every corner of the house, I see either spiders or some creepy crawlie. *grossed out* This silver bug dared to even enter MY ROOM!!!! OMG!! Well, it's dead now... No guesses to what I did to it. *evil grin*
Another thing to celebrate about, I watched finish 换换爱!! Tee hehe... If Amelia dear reads this, she'll so procrastinate la coz she's dying to watch it as she was the one who intro-ed the show to me. Keke... It's a really cute show starring Rainie Yang, Mike He and Kingone. Kingone is one cool-looking dude manz! Most of the characters in this show are the same as 恶魔在旁边. When I head back to SG, I going to the VCD shop [I forgotten the name] to get those DVDs. Worth buying, keeping and re-watching. Lol!
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