Sorry about the sappy post earlier on. I'm feeling much much better now. I think.
Anyway just came back from FMPS camp. No I wasn't involved in the camp but I went down anyway to help around and I think I helped alot. Haha. I'm not even paid!! Jack!! U should do something about it!! Lolx. They are having buffet now as I'm blogging. I would have gone if not for my sudden and last minute family dinner that my mum planned. *sigh* Never mind never mind Jack, there's always the next camp! Hee.
Most likely I would be staying over again coz my supervisor put me on night shift again. *groans* With so many night shifts, the only light I'm gonna get is more moonlight!! I WANT SUNLIGHT!I WANNA GO TANNING!!!
Can't wait for next Sunday when we're going Sentosa! Yay~ I can bring my tanning lotion and wear my new bikini that caught my eye. Teehee. Gonna go bikini shopping with my dearest Tricia.
I'm supposed to be watching my Smallville now but too lazy lah.. Don't feel like watching tv today. I even missed my CSI and The O.C.!! Sheez. Perhaps I should check the recorder whether anyone in my family was nice enough to remember to tape for me without me asking them to.
I really want to spend some 'our' time with you but unfortunately time is not on our side. You're so busy with camps and stuffs while I'm busy at work. *sigh* I wonder when will that day really really come? I've missed ya loads even though we are seeing each other almost everyday but the situation and environment are different. I don't know about you but that's how I feel.
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Sunday, May 22, 2005
A whole week of working non-stop and I'm still up and running. Amazing isn't it? The way your body and mind works. Complicated matters. Bah! A 'lil too complicated for me to understand. I'm still trying to understand stuff at work. It doesn't help that I'm kinda lazy to read up. Hehz.
My supervisor have been encouraging me to borrow some books from her to read or go check out books from the library. *sigh* Wonder when will I ever go borrow whatever books from her.
I'm having a conversation with my friend [it's already next morning] from poly whom I haven't spoken to in a long long while and boy was there news. Shalldn't divluge it here coz it's her story and not mine to give but you might get some sort of hint about what her story is about from what I'll be writing about below.
Suddenly the world has turned into such a gloomy place. Isn't April and May supposed to be a sunny month? Full of laughter and fun? But apparently it has turned 'rainy'. Yup it has. It has been raining cats and dogs.
Suddenly people around me or people who I know are all in the same predictament as me. Being left all alone. Some I've heard it right from their mouths or MSN chat windows while some from blogs. It's amazing how much the virtual world can keep. People turn to blogs and online diaries to let out their fustration, anger and saddness out here coz they know that perhaps no one would really know. But truely would you know who reads your blog?? Unless that person leaves a tag or tells you about it.
Has April and May really become 'let's-leave-me-all-alone' months or what? It seems like that to me. Are promises made really meant to be broken??
*major sigh*
Anyway I've finally satisfied my craving for indian rojak but I think I shouldn't have bought from that stall coz they didn't have much ingredients left. I bought $4 worth of food and got home only to remember that my dad & bro had some dinner engagement so there was no one to share the food with. I ended up eating half and keeping the rest.
Gonna fetch my mum from the airport later. I dreamt that she told me that she bought 90kg of stuffs back!!! I was like '90KGS!!! WTH?!' Haha. Hope that it isn't true. After fetching her gonna meet with the other instructors for slacking and makaning. Gonna take pictures too! Damn I look terrible!! *wails*
I need you.I love you.I want to be with you.But do you need me?Do you want to be with me?
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Wednesday, May 18, 2005
I'm backs!! Lolx. Super crazy lah.. Me.. =P Spent almost the entire day sleeping and I'm still feeling tired! Lolx. Later got Nip Tuck!!! YAY!! It's finally back and at the reasonable timeslot of 10pm. *grins*
Oh yah.. Check out this website it's darn funny!! It's a must see for all Star Wars fans!! Hee. Anyway Star Wars is gonna open tomorrow!!! OMG!! I can't wait sia. It would be the last episode in the entire Star Wars series! Who else going??
My schedule for this coming weekend is major F up!! I will be working afternoon shift on Sat, which means I would be missing the Instructors' Training and then I'll also be working afternoon on Sun. On top of that, Tue will be working for 12 hours straight as a 'pay forward' and following that a Wednesday night shift. That being said, the ONLY free day I would have would be Monday! Darn!!
I think my supervisor is trying to work me to death this coming weekend. Haha. Well hope that next month's schedule is slightly better coz I need to take leave =P
Anyways was thinking of changing my blogskin coz I found this really cute skin. Hmmm.. Suggestions ya? Flood my shoutbox!! Wahaha..
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Saturday, May 14, 2005
Ello everyone!! Missed me? Haha. Sorry I haven't been blogging coz I've been super busy! Serious!! Not only with work but with friends too. So let me start my week...
Saturday, was supposed to go shopping with a few of the instructors but they all last min dua me! Grrr.. Then in the end only me and Eddie went. We walked around the whole of Orchard and I didn't know that they have a Crumpler shop in S'pore!!! Some more there are 2 of these sort of shops in Orchard!!! I just had to go and have a look. So in the end, I purchased my lovely, vibrant and CHIO orange crumpler! Hee. Check out the photos below.
Last Sunday was Mum's day. Woke up super early to go downstairs to buy flowers for my mum. I wanted it fresh and also like that she wouldn't know mah. I had to hide the flower in my jacket so that she wouldn't see it. Heehee..
After that I drove my parents to block 201 there for breakfast. After breakfast, we headed down to the Cartel at Siglap for lunch with some family friends. Unfortunately I didn't get to drive =(
But anyway after a very very filling lunch, I bused down to PS to meet up with some of the instructors for a chilling and chit chatting session. We talked about silly and stupid things that happened during our past camps, gossips and stuffs. We are all damn KPO people. Haha.
I bought some bread from BreakTalk for dinner as I had to work night shift that day. Sianz. But there was quite little samples so I ended up entertaining myself with my camera. Lolx. Took like a few photos of myself at like 3AM in the morning!! I must be siao.
Went home the next morning, showered and slept a little before meeting Alex at my platform to train down to Cine for movie, Kingdom of Heaven. Orlando Bloom looks quite manly lor!!! *drools* Lolx. The war scene reminded me of the war scene for LOTR: ROTK lor. But LOTR was definitely waYyyy much better.
Wednesday, went to watch movie, XXX2, at Cine again with the instructors and the old man. Haha. Shai fetched me from work and we bused down to Orchard. We chatted on the bus about loads of stuffs. Got abit of insight about certain things. We bought the tickets or rather Shai paid for the tickets first and we headed to LJS for dinner while waiting for Eddie to join us. Let me relate how blind Eddie was. LJS had 2 rows for people to walk thru lah so me and Shai was sitting at the table nearest to the counters coz the rest were occupied. Eddie walked in, past us, looked around and then proceeded out of LJS and whipped out his hp and started calling me. Me and Shai were like, "Eh! He damn blind sia!! We were like IN FRONT of him the WHOLE time and yet he can't see us." I even told Shai that knowing Eddie, he would surely take out his hp and call me one. Haha. When Eddie really did that, me and Shai burst out laughing.
XXX2 really had no plot lor and some parts of the scenes looks abit unrealistic and every vehicle that he uses always ends up being exploded! What a waste! Some of the cars looked damn nice lor. Anyway after the movie, we headed down to NYDC at Heeren to have dinner [for them] and for me, my genius drink! Haha. Now I'm like slightly smarter! Lolx =D
The next day, watched movie again. This time it was House of Wax. Actually I didn't want to watch that movie coz Paris Hilton is acting inside. But in the end my dad made me go. =P Stupid! Anyway the movie was quite scary but Paris' acting SUXS!! That's not called acting lor. It's like what she usually does. So anyway after watching that movie, I'm so not going into any wax musuems anymore. No offence but it's kinda creepy to me lah. Now I'm like dying to watch The Amityville Horror.
Yesterday went down to Melissa's 21st birthday party. I had the impression that quite a few people from our class would also be going but boy was I so darn wrong. Only Lene and YL was there lor and I was like the FRIST to arrive even though I tried to be late! My workplace is like so near... *rolls eyes* I was pretty bored lah coz there wasn't much people to talk to and besides I missed him... *sheepish grin*
Today accompanied him to the polyclinic and we had my first Rotiboy!! Haha. We paid the cashier in coins!! Lolx. It was damn nice lor some more it's freshly baked! Hot just out of the oven kind. Yummy~
We then trained down and chatted to Raffles to wait for Alecia before heading to some place in Toa Payoh to send the t-shirt design for printing. The place is like freaking ulu lor.. Then we headed down to Magic Wok at City Hall for lunch while they discussed their Cycling X. I ordered the only meal I usually order there. Beef horfun with gravy!!! I actually wanted to try the Beef Noodle Soup coz the picture looked damn enticing but unfortunately they don't have it anymore. Oh well, so it's back to the usual. After that, went out shopping with Tricia at where else but Orchard! Haha. I bought a top and skirt from Pepperplus and Tricia bought the same skirt with me except it was a different colour. *grins* I'm a slightly happy woman now but slightly broke so have to go dietting liaoz. =D
Damn busy huh? Been in and out and around Orchard the past week on every other days!! I caught 3 movies in barely a week!! Amazing right??? =)
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Looking so pleased with my buy~
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Proudly showing off my orange CRUMPLER!!! =)
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My CHIO orangey CRUMPLER bag!!!
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Friday, May 06, 2005
Yesterday's DHS campfire night was spectacular!! With the fog from after the heavy downpour and extra fog from the machine, the man-made snow, the fire and the singing and dancing, it was just marvellous!
I was going crazy spraying the snow all over the students. Hehz! The kids were so shocked when they felt the "snow" falling upon them. I could tell that it would be one campfire that they'll probably remember for life! Yupzz!
Got scolded by my mum halfway thru the show coz I forgotten to inform her that I'll be home real late. Heh. Got to know loads of stuff when I was at the Costa Sands. Everything seems so.... I dunno... Coordinated. *shrugs* Everything seems to be happening at the same time and there is no time for us to get adapted. *sigh* Same shit different crap.
Thanks Alex for accompanying me there and sorry if I 'forgotten' about you. Hehe. Real sorry lah. Doubt you read my blog anyway =P
Now ever heard of the phrase 'the grass is always greener on the other side'? Well whoever invented that is full of CRAP!!! There is never any greener grass on the other side! You don't even know whether there's grass there anot in the first place. But you do know that there's is the Dark side and the Light side. *nods head and winks*
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA *evil laugh*
Star Wars III: Revenge of the Sith is coming!!! WeEeeeeeeeee~ I MUST so watch that movie. I'm planning to watch The Amityville House also. Any takers?? Hmmm... Wonder whether he'll watch it with me........ *ponders*
On my way today, I was listening to Perfect 10 and I heard the purrrrrrrrrfect song that is saying what the hell I'm feeling right now!!
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I open my eyes I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light I can't remember how I can't remember why I'm lying here tonight
And I can't stand the pain And I can't make it go away No I can't stand the pain
How could this happen to me I've made my mistakes I've got no where to run The night goes on As I'm fading away I'm sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this happen to me
Everybody's screaming I try to make a sound but no one hears me I'm slipping off the edge I'm hanging by a thread I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered And I can't explain what happened And I can't erase the things that I've done No I can't
How could this happen to me I've made my mistakes I've got no where to run The night goes on As I'm fading away I'm sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes I've got no where to run The night goes on As I'm fading away I'm sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this happen to me
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Monday, May 02, 2005
Yeah!! It's a holiday~ How's everyone spending their holidays?? I heard over the news that loads of people are taking the chance of this long holiday to go overseas for a break. Hope it applies to you too ya! Take the chance to just chill and relax. Wish I could too but as you know I was working =P
Anyway, my family celebrated an early Mother's Day today coz I suppose my other relatives aren't free on the said day. It doesn't matter anyway lah. It's just a day specified for mothers to rest and be pampered.
I bought my mum a handphone holder which she can put in her office. Hope it's alright coz I know if I buy her bags and stuff, I'll most probably end up being the one who uses them. Lolx.
I think I'm hearing or seeing stuff man! I was reading my weekly 8Days at night when I distinctively remember seeing an advertisement about the new slim and cool camera from Canon, I think. Can't remember the brand lah but I know what camera it is. They are showing the advertisment on tv too! But now I can't seem to find that darn ad!!!! Kaozz.. Dunno what happened lor..
Well, today's Evonne's birthday so I would like to shout out
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EVONNE!!!
Glad that you like the present that we got for ya! I doubt she even reads my blog much less know about it. Haha.
The blog craze seem to be dying down don't you think? I wonder what's the "IN" thing now? I just bought a new book but haven't started reading it yet. Perhaps on my way to work tomorrow morning. Still haven't finish purchasing my DN Angel series yet. It's outta stock at my side Popular. Darn!
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Sunday, May 01, 2005
Hungry?! Haha.. I took that picture while waiting for my meal at BK Downtown East
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