My first time doing the afternoon shift yesterday. Hmmm.. Wasn't really used to it yet but somehow it seems similar to the on-goings that happen during the early morning rush hour for samples. Haha. Dunno whether u get what I mean.
Slacking now coz I'll be on night shift later. Deciding what to buy later so that me and my mentor can munch on when there's nothing to do. Indian rojak? Roti prata? Any suggestions?
Funny thing happened yesterday on the way back. I was sitting down, thinking about memories when suddenly I started wondering how Alex was. And to my astonishment, he msged me a few mins later!! I was like "I was just thinking about you when you msged". Haha. Coincidence huh? Lolx. Anyway talked to him about loads of stuffs. Catch up on his life and my life, what's left of it anyway...
Haven't seen HIM in quite awhile. Really miss HIM. Wonder whether he's feeling the same.... Funny thing was I used to ask Christal, my L11G 'Shit family', how can she miss Wilson when they like see each other everyday at school?! Me being not-in-love at that point of time just couldn't understand. But I guess now I do huh..
I had sudden inspiration these past few days and have been writing poems all over my notebook! Haha. Perhaps I should compile them into a mini book for myself to read thru. Hmmm...
* * * * * * * *
Thursday, April 28, 2005
*PHEW* Just came back from a short round of cycling. Haven't exercised for so darn long and my legs are feeling slightly numb. Hehz. Lack of exercise lah.. He's gonna chide me again. *covers ears*
Anyway I miss the beach!!! The wind blowing towards the land, the way the waves break on the shoreline, the kids running along the beach and the twinkling stars shinning ever so bright. *sigh* Wish he could bring me there once again.......
* * * * * * * *
Monday, April 25, 2005
Watching Desperate Housewives as I'm blogging. Kinda cool huh? Being able to multi-task. Haha. Not many people I know of can multi-task like me! Lolx.
My lab got blackout again!!! I was eating lunch when suddenly there was no light. So we opened the pantry door, the lab was in darkness. Haha. Then the emergency power came back on while the machines sounded. Of all times, the power had to go off when I'm on my break. Grrr..
I feel like leaving. Leaving everything behind. Just run and hide under the huge blanket of darkness where no one can find me and let me wallow in pain. I thought I finally I could not feel lost anymore but now it comes back more than ever...
Why could I just remained lost back then?? I guess I wanted to be found.... To be found by that special someone.
I just wanna run back in your arms. To feel your warmth. To feel your love. To feel everything that everyone wants to feel. To be loved by you.......
* * * * * * * *
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
Actually I have no idea what to blog about. Well I nearly fainted on Monday. Due most likely to the lack of blood and thus my BP dropped so suddenly. Thus the near fainting and frequent blackouts. This would be the second time that I have experienced this. The first time wasn't so bad but this was really bad. I was scared outta my wits. Hiazz..Not that I frighten easily.
I'm all better now so don't you guys worry. I doubt you would even know lah coz I doubt no one has been reading my blog for some time coz I'm not blogging. Lolx.
My com can't start!!! ArghHhh.... Must be coz of the animes that I've been downloading. Damn!!
I just wanna shout out to YOU that "I MISS YOU LOADS AND LOADS AND I LOVE YOU!!" This song that is currently playing is going out to YOU ok? From the bottom of my heart.
* * * * * * * *
Friday, April 15, 2005
I'm back!!! Or at least my posts are slowly getting back. Have been busy heading down to Costa Sands to help out with the camp and stuffs even though I'm NOT involved. I'm just so nice~ *sigh* Haha.
It was Comapssvale Sec for the past 3 days and I saw a few familiar faces. A few of last year's campers came to join in the fun while some, sadly, retained. Well, this year's lot was.... Erm... Rather not comment lah since I was only there for the much later part of the day.
I dunno what else to say except that my toe hurts like hell when I wear shoes!!! ArgHhh.. Stupid nail. I'm trying my best not to cut my nail so that it will grow out and stuff. Stupid!!
I wanna watch The Pacifier!!! It seems funny. Hmmm.. I'm off tomorrow. I wonder..........
Life seems so stagnant nowadays. It wasn't like in the past where I had the excitement of camps and campfire nights or feel the adrenaline rushing during a campfire or night walk. I always hated the swamp coz it freaks me out but I can't show that to the students can I? *winks* I almost couldn't remember the route once. =P
Anyway no more such camps for me until most probably 1 1/2 years later. *sigh* Contract business. *bleah* Hmm.. How come people keep asking me whether I would go back studying when I have only just started working??? Is something wrong with you people??? Or is it wrong to gain a little money and working experience first before pursuing my other interests or studies??
BAH!!
Strange people. Trying to pry when I haven't even sorted out my life yet.
I wanna go overseas to study! I wanna learn how to be independent! I wanna make my own decisions without being accountable to anyone but myself. I wanna get away from people who sux! Well, actually I still dunno what I want coz a part of me wants that and the other part of me just refuse to leave. *sigh* DILEMMA!!!
* * * * * * * *
Friday, April 01, 2005
Sorry I haven't been blogging in the longest time but it's not my fault. My dad took away the modem so I can't use the internet and my office can't access Blogger!!! WTH right?? Yeah well.. I shall only blog the important details.
Firstly I'VE GOT MY DRIVING LICENSE!!!! Wooo hooooooooooo.......... Haha. Was damn nervous on the day itself lor. Luckily my dearest was there to accompany me. He waited 3 damn hours for me. *grins* La la. Anyway back to being nervous. I could really feel butterflies in my stomach! Now I get the phrase.
When I got to the car, I was a tad nervous coz my tester looked quite fierce. Then I dunno how, my car stalled and I panicked! So silly me accidentally hit the wiper switch adn you can guess what happened. Haha. The tester had to turn it off for me. *sheepish grin* I think he must have realized that I was very nervous and such that he kept repeating directions. Like "Turn left. Turn left" or "Turn right. Turn right." Haha.
While driving on the road, I was so scared that I would make some stupid mistake, of which I did but I still managed to pass. *jumps with glee* Only had 16 demerit points. Not so bad lah..
After that me & Dearest headed down to Compass Point to meet AJ. I was gonna treat them Swensens. *bleah* Broke lor.. Haha. But nvm we had fun eating and laughing at my dear dear Dearest. But he took it like a man! Opps.. I mean boy. *grins* =P
Actually I can't remember any other stuffs coz this event was like the biggest for me. Hoho. And guess what?! I got MY LICENSE TODAY!!! Wahahahahaha.. Gonna show Dearest and AJ tml.
=sTaceY= =CaNdLe= =bAnAnA QueEn= =faeR|e= =L|ng=
=temperamental= =friendly= =insane= =sarcastic= =sadist= =hyper= =bimbotic=
=250 yeaRs oLd=
=created from dusT on 3rd aUg= My Photo Blog
* * * *
