A Dream I had a dream,
A strange dream.
A dream of you
And a dream of me.
In my dream,
You were always by my side,
Never too far from me
Or somewhere close by,
Where I could still hear your laughter.
You were there with me in different scenarios.
Be it the pool,
The beach,
Or even on the bus!
You were still next to me,
Laughing together with me,
As I told my jokes.
You laughed with me,
Teased me,
And looked so happy just being beside me.
I was happy too
Happy that you were enjoying my company
Happy that you are just so close beside me.
Your every movement catches my eye
Just like how my every movement catches your attention.
I knew about it.
Oh yes I knew.
Then as I reached out,
Wanting to hug you,
Your image suddenly starts to fade...
I panicked and looked around.
My surroundings have also started to slowly fade,
Along with you.
I starting running and calling out your name,
Running to where,
I know not.
Just hoping that my mindless running
Could lead me to where you have disappeared to...
Suddenly darkness engulfed me
And I could not see, hear nor feel anything.
It was all just emptiness
With me, alone, in the middle of it all.
Slowly my eyelids fluttered open
And understanding dawned on me.
It wasn't real.
The feelings and what I saw wasn't real.
It was all just a dream...
Kinda cool huh? This poem. Inspiration suddenly hit me while I was in the showers. Ya it's the showering thing that always gives me inspiration. I don't know why so don't start asking. Tell me what you think of the poem ok? In my shoutbox. Thanks. =) *huggies*
It has finally stopped raining. Mother Nature has decided to give us, mere mortals, a break. For now. I hope she doesn't throw her 'anger' at us again tomorrow. If not I'll have to maximise my already-declining-number of brain cells to think of fun and interesting stuffs for the kids to enjoy during a rainy day.
Now don't you misunderstand. I love rainy days. Coz 1)It's good for sleeping. Lolx. 2)It gets my inspiration going for another poem. 3)It's so cooling and romantic! *blushes* 4)It's just superb!
Haha. The 4th reason was kinda lame but well... *shrugs* Can't think of a better one.
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It's raining! It's raining! It's raining! Finally it's raining. After numerous days of the hot spell, Mother Nature has finally decided to bless us with water. *grins* Ok I'm like not making any sense here. *shrugs* Who cares! *laughs*
I finished packing my bag, getting ready for camp! So excited! *fidgets* I should get a bigger camp bag. Darn! What was I thinking when I bought that Fila bag of mine? Actually I was thinking of cutting my hair at that point of time, also what a great discount it was on the bag and also another great way to spend my savings just after the major exams [O Levels]. Haha...
I have cut my hair already btw. Went to Roxy Square, last week, to cut my hair and also to satisfy my craving for Katong laksa after watching almost 20 episodes of 'Spice Siblings'. Lolx. The hair cut was bloody cheap! It just costs my mum $8 tp cut my long hair. You know how other hairdresser always make you pay more for cutting long hairs, but this one doesn't! Cool right?
Anyway I seriously hope that tomorrow it doesn't rain coz then it will be the 2nd time I couldn't try out the Commando Cliffs and Aloha Ropes Course. Then this would mean that I'm such a JINX! *sniff sniff*
Hope it would rain later at night also coz I don't feel like getting soaking wet while carrying my bags. *bleah* I'm procastinating so much!
Btw I'll be heading down to Pasir Ris Costa Sands tonight so I won't be blogging for the next few days. Don't miss me too much ok peeps?! Keke...
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Tuesday, May 25, 2004
I just came back from watching Troy! OMG! It was so super nice, emotional, tender, gruesome, revengeful and yet romantic. So many descriptions for just a single movie.
If anyone hasn't watched it yet, I MUST command you to go watch it. I'll rate it 4 stars out of 5. If you are not interested in ancient Greece, then please watch it for the eye candies such as Brad Pitt, Orlando Bloom and Diane Kruger.
Men never looked that good in skirts while fighting a war. *drools* Even in times of war, love could still blossom between enemies ala Romeo and Juliet. It's sad to see lovers being separated and torn apart because of a war. Blood and tears were shed so many times that I actually lost count. Ok I'm starting to crap. =P
The ending was so so sad. Achilles was looking for his love, Briseis, to take her away from the burning city of Troy. When he finally found her, her was shot by Paris who was definately raging with anger and revenge for his brother. Thus Achilles was killed by 4 arrows, 1 at his heel and 3 at somewhere between his stomach and heart. It was so sad to hear Briseis calling out to Paris, begging him to stop firing arrows and at the same time watch Archilles fall. Archilles then gave her his most precious thing, his seashells necklace that his mother had made. It's something that she could remember him by.
The ending totally SUCKS!! I HATE SAD ENDINGS!! When lovers cannot remain together in the end. *sigh* I'm such a bloody romantic. *bleah*
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Damn I get panariod very easily. Darn darn darn! Keke. *chortles*
They do sell that skirt at the other branch! But there weren't as many stock. But still now I don't have to go so far just to buy some skirt.
Tried it on again to get the effect and I realized that I also like the other pattern. Damn! Gonna spend money buying these 2 skirts liao. Keke... *giggles* Bought my track pants and was looking desperately for my Converse waist pouch. *wails* They don't sell that model anymore!! *sob sob* *scolds self* I should have bought it when it first caught my eye. DAMN! Now have to find another target.
So I went to other shops to see whether got any other nice waist pouches that I could purchase instead when I saw...
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Darren Lim and Evelyn Tan!!! They were probably going to catch a movie or something coz they were on the top floor. Evelyn still looked pretty without make-up. Dang!
I did a good deed yesterday. *beams* I helped an Eurasian [or was it Caucasian? *shrugs*] couple find the movie theatre. =) No I didn't give then the wrong directions! =P Something happened before they asked me which annoyed me. They were standing relatively near the escalators trying to ask someone for directions. This FAT lady just walked past them when the Eurasian guy was asking her for directions! How bloody impolite!
Singaporeans are just so impolite and inconsiderate! Now I know not everyone is like that but that will be how others percieve us to be if just one of us acts like that! BAH! I better not insult us, Singaporeans, anymore because I'm also a Singaporean. *bleah*
I know it's been 2 days since I last blogged. I'm just too darn lazy to turn on the computer just to blog. *bleah* *slaps self* I shouldn't be so lazy!!
I've gotta start training! Running and swimming. I feel myself getting more and more lazy in doing stuffs. gRrr...
Saturday Went out shopping with Wendy and Fazilah. We walked around Orchard but didn't really see anything nice though alot of shops had already started their Mid-Year Sale. =) Ate dinner at Delifrancé which was super yummy. I decided to take the turkey ham and cheese instead of my usual egg mayonnaisee.
Bought some of my camp stuffs. Saw this really really cute skirt that me and Wendy liked very very much. *grinning* Today am going to look for it again. Hopefully they sell them at another branch.
Sunday Today had low elements training at Pasir Ris Costa Sands. Ate breakfast at Macs with my parents because they wanted to send me there. The low elements were almost the same as the ones I had gone thru at ALP in school but were scaled down as it was meant for kids. Went for lunch at NTUC Resort Foodcourt. Since there were so many of us eating, we decided to combine 2 tables so that we will be able to eat together. Then this bastard [forgive my language], who's the overseer of the foodcourt came over to scold us for moving the table. WTF? It's not like we are blocking any movement passage or that we won't put back the table after eating. He had better thank his lucky stars that I won't report him to MOH for 'breeding' roaches. YUCKS! After we moved the table, there were many small roaches crawling around from the spot that the table covered. GROSS!
If I'm ever hungry, I so NOT going back to that foodcourt to eat! I rather spend more money and eat at BK, where I know that it's clean, or even buy instant noodles from Cheers.
We were contemplatingg to just walk off after eating but when we saw how he scolded the old uncle, who was clearing the plate, we concluded that he's just a fucking bastard! The cleaner was really old so it's common for him to drop plates once in awhile coz his hands probably got arthritis due to washing the dishes but he just scolded the man! In the end, we still put back the table because we are good Singaporean! =P
Went back and had a long briefing for both camps where I almost fall asleep due to the fact that all my ATPs are now channelled to my stomach for digestion and not to my brain plus the weather was terrible! So super bloody HOT!
Oh yah... This stupid Eddie sabo me!!! He made appointed me as the one to go down to Fairfield Methodist Primary School to follow the kids!! *pained look* gRrr... So super far from my house lor...
Will be going back to school later to return my library book and go shopping for my camp stuffs! SHOPPING! *gleams and rubs palms together* Just luvVvvv shopping~
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Saturday, May 22, 2004
Tata Young Mini Showcase Yesterday's Tata Young's showcase was at Double O. I've never been there so it was quite an eye opener. It was located at MS. -.-||| Bloody far to walk from PS lor... Luckily we got a map and added help! Thanks Yiting! Thanks also to Melvin for winning the tickets and bringing me there! We looked like tourists though with the map in hand and looking around for some familiar landmarks. *bleah* Such Singaporeans we are. TSK!
Walked past Mdm Wong and saw how 'old' it looks. Dunno why people find it nice to go Mdm Wong. *shrugs* Anyway there were so many people going to see Tata Young. Had to even queue up! Double O was nothing much coz it's a bar/pub with pool tables though the drinks are much much cheaper than Zouk.
They gave out free 'I Believe' by Tata Young CDs as their door gifts!! How cool is that. Like that I saved $20!! Heh heh... The bar was quite crowded with adults and even kids! *eyes bulging* We managed to find seats somewhere in front of the stage and I was directly under the freaking air-con!! Was nearly frozen to death while sitting/standing there. Moreover I think the stupid air-con was leaking!! gRrr... It dropped water TWICE on my already frozen leg making it more frozen? Like that's possible. *rolls eyes*
The showcase ended around 9pm so that gave us some time to go down to ChinaBlack to meet Sam and the rest. Decided to go cheong ChinaBlack since entrance is free before 10pm. I also saw Fran there btw. When we reached there, they were somewhere behind. -.-||| Looking at the time, I predicted that we wouldn't even reach the pillar at by 10pm. DARN!
We then decide to go nua at some place like Starbucks or Coffee Bean or even go catch the sneak preview of 'The Day After Tomorrow'. We went to Shaw to see whether got the sneak but they are not showing. *bleah* Then I saw WR!! Haha... They were all wondering whether it was WZ and what in the world was he doing with another girl. Keke... *winks* In the end we didn't do anything but walked all over the place before going home.
Just made my cheesecake finished and put them in the refrigerator. Think will put the top filling when I get back later. It doesn't seem to be harden yet. I have baked 2 cheesecakes so if anyone interested to eat, please call/msg me! FIRST COME FIRST SERVE BASIS!!! Gotta go watch my tapes liao... Heard that Jasmine is out. *joyous* Finally the girl who can't really sing is O-U-T!! Hooray~ *dances*
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Friday, May 21, 2004
Now can see the cute blinkies right? *grins* Spent alot of time looking for it! Find until almost turned siao already. *bleah*
I've changed server. =) Finally found a free server that allows me to post all my pictures! I've got so many and now the other pictures can be seen on my blog.
As a treat, I shall post the picture of the cute 30ml beaker again. =)
Super bored at home now. Everyone seems busy or offline! *sigh* How I wish I was working now. Darn!
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Haven't been blogging for the past 2 days. No internet connection again. =( So spent the whole day at home playing computer games. *bleah* Bloody lifeless!
SATs results are out online. I told Cas that I'll check it out at around 9am in the [freaking] morning and call him about the results. Apparently something's wrong with my biological time. Woke up the earliest I have ever woken up! A freaking 8AM!!! -.-|||
Don't think I'll call Cas at this ungodly hour. Keke... Coz if I really do that, he'll so freaking KILL me. *dot dot dot*
Something's weird has happened during the past few days. I got asked the SAME question for 3 CONSECUTIVE DAYS!! *eyes popping* And all from guys some more. What's so wrong with being single?? Somebody please tell me!
All 3 asked 'So got bf?' 'You one call surely got lots of guys queueing to go out with you one.' 'Got anyone going after you?' Like hell I would know the answer to the last question. As for the second one, you can jolly well go bang your head on the wall coz Missy here is pretty UGLY. Look how much emphasis is on UGLY! Now back to the first question, I'm perfectly happy being single, thank you very much. =P Unless someone really special comes along... You can never know what will happen in the future. If I do know, I'll probably be super bloody rich by now. *chuckles* You can plan and keep planning for the future but you'll never know what obstacles would decide to 'drop by' and when.
Darn! I think reading too much of others blogs is so affecting. Haha... *bleah* *knocks head* "Shut up Star-C!" Sorry it was my alter-ego speaking not me! =X
Going for Tata Young showcase later!~ Didn't even know she's having a private showcase today. It's all thanks to Melvin who suddenly had 2 free tickets. Hmmm... Wonder how he got those free tickets. *ponders* Think will ask him later~
Have to start writing out my list for 'to-bring-stuffs' for camps. Will be staying @ the chalets for almost a week. So better be safe than sorry. *winks* Still have to go camp-shopping! Yeah~ Got some camp stuffs that I still need to get. Hiazz... Anyone know any cheaper place besides Beach Road? I don't want to go ALL the way there. *whines*
Oh yah... Also got any sites that can host music for FREE???
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Thursday, May 20, 2004
I FOUND MY SONG!! I FOUND MY SONG!! I FOUND MY SONG!! Lalalalalalala... Kai xing dao diao zha! Haha.. *dances*
I also forgot to mention something very important. Style magazine is give away a FREE BIKINI!! Can't you believe that?! They didn't even advertise it on tv. Damn them. Then how I know about it you ask? I went for lunch with my dad this afternoon and passed by one of the Today's yellow box. In front was the ad!
I walked past and glanced. Stopped. Walked backwards. Took another good look before muttering to myself. I think a lot of people were starring at me. I walked briskly towards the magazine stall that I knew was nearby and quickly skimmed thru it looking for the black bikini. *winks* It was the only black one left there! *mega grin*
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Wednesday, May 19, 2004
I'm having the worst stomache EVER! It seems to start just when I was about to take off my shoes. Darn. Until now it is still persisting in trying to annoy me into popping some paracetamol in order to stop the bloody pain.
Went to Fairfield Methodist Primary School just now. The kids were quite fun and ONZ!! Hope this coming camp will enable me to learn something new yet again, as I always do with each camps.
I think Eddie was mad at me today coz I forgotten to bring the orange staff shirt. =/ *sigh* That stupid guy actually went to buy this superbly UGLY PDA!!! arGhh.. Dunno what is he's thinking manz. He should have just donated the money to a MORE useful cause like *ahem* *cough cough* The Stacey's Fund! *chortles*
Now listening to 'Everytime' by Britney Spears
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Tuesday, May 18, 2004
FUCK! Whatever I had just written had just been erased!! FUCK FUCK FUCK!! That's what happen when you have a stupid but bloody useful button called 'back' on your mouse and stupid lil me just clicked the button 'OK'. *experated sigh*
Today was total nua-tion day for me. The weather was probably a bloody 40 degrees outside. I could even feel the heat indoors. I'm exaggerating about the weather but someone's gotta do it so I'll just sacrifice myself just this once. =) Really have the feeling to go out but each time I feel the heat, all the excitement I have in me just evaporates. *bleah* -.-O
Woke up rather early today as compared to other days. Took a nice long bath to clear my head and thoughts. Just can't seem to get rid of the numerous thoughts accumulating in my mind. *sigh*
I'm in such a fucking dilemma! *pulls hair out* Shit! I hate this feeling. Why must there be so many dilemmas happening at the same time! DAMN!
Yesterday my mum gave me a dressing down about looking for a permant job that is related to my diploma. It's not that I don't want to look for one, I WILL look for one after I finish my camps. Why can't she just understand that?? Isn't mums supposed to be the ones who can understand gals better?? Apparently it's lacking in my mum. *rolls eyes* At least my dad doesn't pressurize me about looking for a permant job but I think in time, he will also do so coz my mum will nag at him to do so. *major sigh* Hopefully it will take awhile. *crosses fingers*
Will be going to lunch with my daddy tomorrow!! YeaHh!! Super happy coz he'll be bringing me to eat Jap food!! One of my favourites! yUmmy~ *drools* *smacks lips* Then have to go for a meeting with the other camp instructors to Buona Vista to visit the students to ra-ra them. It's half the ride from my dad's office. *grins*
I'm soooooo DYING to watch some movies!!! Here's the list:
1) Troy
2) Van Helsing
3) Shrek 2 [it's coming out this Friday!!]
4) Dawn of the Dead
Anyone who hasn't seen the above movies or who has seen and wouldn't mind watching it again please please call me ya! I'm serious about watching the above movies as it would give me something useful to do [eat popcorns or nachos that is *grins*] besides nua-ing at home.
Actually today wasn't so bad coz I talked to jh on the phone!! Heehee... *girly giggle* If anyone is dying to know who he is, too bad I'm not gonna tell ya. *winks* *evil laugh* Muahahaha... I'm feeling so evil now.
I was surfing the net earlier this afternoon and found some really cute blinkies!! I've pasted them on my blog. I hope that everyone can see them coz I can't!! =( *groans* I also dunno why but hopefully you all can see them.
I also managed to download some songs from the irc. =X ShhHhh.. *puts index finger to lips* Don't tell anyone! I even download the 'Xi You Ji' main theme. Heehee. But unfortunately it's not the one I'm looking for. DAMN! Now I'm still searching for it in irc, hopefully it's the correct one. *cross fingers* Anyone who knows the title of the ending song for 'Xi You Ji', that's currently showing on Channel U @ 7pm everyday, pretty please tell me okie? Your help will be greatly appreciated. =)
I think that's about all that I had written earlier. I hope I didn't left any details out. Should I go watch movie alone tomorrow?? Should I call someone out to watch movie with me?? I have to get back by 10 to watch AMI3!! *ponders*
Now listening to 'Not In Love" by Enrique Iglesias
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Monday, May 17, 2004
Justin Timberlake's MY BROTHER!! How cool is that?! *eyes popping out* I DON'T WANT ERIC BANA AS MY BF!!! *wails* I WANT MY ORLANDO BLOOM!! *starts squirming on the floor*
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Chalet @ Pasir Ris Costa Sands (15 - 17 May)
I'm back [again]!! *bleah* I feel so out of time suddenly. Everytime cannot use the internet at home then I have to waste money to go to school to use the internet at the library. DARN!
I can't even check my hotmail account there!!! WHY? WHY? Everytime I try to clear the junk mails [you can't imagine the amount of junk mails that hotmail gets all the time! Even when I specifically put 'Don't publish address'. -.-|||] they say got some stupid error coz the page is not loaded properly. WTF! So in the end, it defeats the purpose of going to school to use the internet. -.-O
I'm digressing from the topic on hand. Now back to the chalet. There weren't a lot of people there or maybe there were but I wasn't around to see them. *shrugs* had to work at the stupid HiFly Carnival. =P Yeah I said don't go down to that stupid carnival but I can't help it when the call of money is so darn allurring. *dry laugh*
By the time I finished work and head back to the chalet, majority of the people were long gone and I realized that I there WERE alot of people there coz of the 'name list' that was pasted on the front door. Lolx =D
So freaking strenous at work. I walked around the WHOLE Clarke Quay just to sell balloons. Guess how much the balloons were worth? Can't guess? They cost an expensive $2!! It's not those kind of twisty balloons but those normal ones that usually you can get free from roadshows or even McDonald's! Manz it was hard to sell coz who in the right mind would buy a balloon when they can get it free from Mac's. But luckily there were some really kind-hearted people who despite the price, still bought the balloons for their kid(s). Now the sale of the balloons goes to a good cause and not into my pocket! =P Ok maybe some of it does go into my pocket that's coz they're paying me for my hard work, sweat and energy & time wastage. *cough cough* It's for the Straits Times School Pocket Money Fund. Same charitable organization as the Duckrace.
After walking around Clarke Quay, me and my partner decided to go back to slack and just stand around instead of wasting energy walking around and sweating profusely. When we got back, we were told to pump more balloons coz there's a group of guys who will be reporting back to the tent to refill their balloons. Then I could help with the sale of the twisted balloons!!
I so wanna learn how to twist balloons!! They looks so cool and cute!! They could make Donald Duck, vulture, *gushes* Elmo, car, rabbit, butterflies, flowers, etc... The list can just go on and on. I was 'The Devil' on the first day, which was Saturday, while Xinyi was 'The Angel'. We 'paraded' around in our costumes and started a 'Good vs Evil' war ala Star Wars style [hail Star Wars fans] with our weapons as the light sticks and sound effects too! Damn funny lor.. *giggles* Many people were looking at us in a weird way. They must have thought we got some loose screws or something. Lol
The second day, which was Sunday, I took the part of the 'Butterfly Fairy'. *grins* Yeah I know what you guys must be thinking. 'A fairy again!' *groans* Keke.. *nyeh nyeh* I don't care. =P Lolz
Was supposed to go home on Sunday but by the time I finished work and reached the chalet, to pack my stuffs, it was already close to 11 plus. -.-O Damn late lor. Some more my parents said they wanted to come over to pick me up. Calculating the bus ride timing and the how long I will take to bathe, I decided to call my dad and plead with him to let me go home in the morning, after check-out. Heehee.. *singgers* I succeeded!! *does victory dance*
PLayed mahjong almost the whole night until early morning when Sam's money container was empty then I decided to conk out on the bed. We checked out rather early and I headed home. Stoned for a while at home before deciding to conk out on my parents' bed while watching tv. =P It was the Jamie Oliver show btw. Nice food! yUmmy~ *drools*
Just went to Friendster just now and realized that the testimonials from this year onwards are still 'hidden'. *sigh* Wonder when will my testimonials come back again. *ponders*
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Friday, May 14, 2004
You are worth exactly: $1,541,728.00.
We hope you can find somebody who is wealthy enough to afford you.
YeaH!! I'm more expensive than Ah Wen!! *nyek nyek* =P
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Hi all, missed me? Awww…You guys are just too kind. Yeah right! Like you guys would have missed me writing my blog about my borrrring life. *giggles* *yawnz* So anyway, I’m pre-blogging btw. [pssst…I made that word up *winks*] Don’t understand the term pre-blogging? Well let me explain it to you in my term. Pre-blogging actually means writing out your blog entry but not on your blog, in this case, blogger.
Reason I’m pre-blogging is because I have NO INTERNET CONNECTION at home!! ARghHhh.. *screams* No thanks to my daddy. I’m repeating myself again. I shall attempt to not procrastinate about the ‘no internet connection’ status again. =P
This entry is going to be super long and bloody bitchy so if you think you can’t bare the thought of reading this superbly long ala boring ala bitchy *winks* entry, please feel free to click the ‘X’ at the top right-hand side of your screen or you can click on any of the links at the right-hand side of my blog. *shrugs* I don’t really bother coz if you had actually clicked on the other links or the ‘X’, it means that *silent pause* you were actually at MY blog to begin with!! *gushes* Sorry about that, it was ‘Star-C’ who was typing that out not me. *starts scolding ‘Star-C’* Haha…
Past 2 Days I have to admit, I have been nua-ing at home all these time. With no internet connection [sorry I have to repeat that again], I have nothing better to do except to watch tv and play my computer games. *shrugs* They’re actually quite fun ya know! But after awhile the novelty starts to wear off.
Anyway played san-jiao mahjong on Wednesday with Brian and Belle. Fiona [a junior of ours] was supposed to come but Brian said she last minute dua [dua = fly kite] us. But the 3 of us still continued. I never knew playing mahjong with Brian could be this much fun! Me and Belle kept trying to make him use the mahjong term ‘pong’ instead of ‘Can I kop [kop = take] that?’ or ‘I’m going to kop that!’ It was super hilarious when he said it and it had both Belle and me in stitches of laughter. They both left around 9 plus because I wanted to watch my ‘Spice Siblings’ while Belle wanted to make sure she got home by 2200 so that she could catch AMI [more about that later].
Thursday was really a sleepy day for me. I woke up at nearly 1300, apart from waking up so many times earlier on in the morning, I still manage to get back to sleep. I finally decided to pull myself out of bed and watched ‘Days of Our Lives’. After watching this episode, I believe that Hope really IS Gina! You know what this actually means?? It means that Stefano is so screwed and that he’s been manipulating so many peoples’ lives in trying to brainwash Gina into thinking that she was Hope! *burst out laughing*
Eddie called around late evening asking me out for dinner and also to chat up about stuffs and camp stuffs. CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT CAMPS ARE STARTING IN 2 WEEKS TIME!! Haha… Anyway we ate at NYDC until I was so super full. It was my first time eating at NYDC btw. I’ve never been there coz everytime I walk past the café-restaurant, it would always be crowded and the queue is damn long. But I’ve heard that the place has got some good food. I ordered the 3 amigos baked pasta, which was quite nice & most importantly cheesy! Loads and loads of cheese. *yummy* DAMN! It’s fattening! I was asking him who else was going to do the same camp as me and guess who? I’ve got Melvin, Brian, Fiona, Pandora and… … … DARN! I’ve forgotten the last person. Well nvm. I’ll know on the day itself. Heehee…
Eye For A Guy I know what you guys will be thinking. ‘Why the hell is she watching such a cheezy and stupid reality programme?’ Well, for starters, it’s always fun to watch reality shows and laugh at them coz you know it’s lame and stupid.
To tell you the truth, it was my first time watching the show and I was actually aiming at watching the last episode ONLY! So let me recap the show’s plot for the day.
There are only 2 guys left, Silvert and Mark [Mark’s a Brazilian btw. Always thought he was an ABC]. Rachel’s first date was with Silvert. They went cycling and ‘coconut bashing’. Actually Silvert was the one bashing up the coconut. He was intent on opening the coconut that I think he actually forgotten that Rachel was there and was like trying to ‘kill’ the damn coconut. After drinking the refreshing coconut drink, they headed down to some wooden high fence to stare at, sorry I either dunno, coz I usually surf channels, or I’ve forgotten. They had to climb some wooden beams just to stare out at, ok let’s assume it’s the sea. Silvert was the first one down followed by Rachel when something disastrous happened. The wooden beam broke and Rachel fell. Silvert was shocked and he kept telling the audience that he was thinking what if Rachel had fallen he would want to be the one to catch her. The weirdest thing was that since he was thinking about it, he should have anticipated it and offered her his hands while she was trying to get down. But apparently he didn’t offer any hands and on top of that, he didn’t even catch her. -.-||| They then headed to the beach, after much fawning over her health status, where he proceeded to carry her [which I thought was rather sweet since she didn’t want to dirty her sandals] to their dinner table on the beach, watching the sunset and eating. The day ended with the both of them heading to Her room to have some dessert and wine before she started sprouting nonsensical lines. They ended their date with Rachel hugging him. Oh ya I had completely forgotten about the massage they had together. Please squeeze it in somewhere. *winks*
The next day was Mark’s date. Mark had told the audience that he had planned this date out which shows that he’s a really romantic at heart *feels faint* and thoughtful *more fainting*. Anyway I’m not sure whether the earlier date was planned by Silvert coz he didn’t say anything or I had missed it out. They had lunch at some restaurant near the beach when Mark told her he’s finding himself falling more and more for her. Rachel was stunned! I mean who wouldn’t be since you barely even knew the guy when you have only been friends for like 6 weeks?! Rachel proceeded to ask him how he knew that. [That’s the way!] Anyway more explaining by Mark, which I don’t wish to elaborate. They then headed down to Mark’s room to soak in the bubble pool. They then talked more about each other. No hanky panky there, not like the American’s The Bachelor. *sigh* =( Mark had set a table for them on his balcony for dinner. They talked more and Rachel asked more about his feelings for her. She told the audience that she was unsure whether Mark’s feelings for her were genuine or were they for show. What the heck is wrong with her?! If she had thought that Mark was a fake, then why the hell keep him in the show until he’s one of the final two?! It’s totally ridiculous because what she says contradicts her actions. They ended their date with Mark going her a backrub on the bed!
It was the next day and Rachel had to make up her mind about who to choose to go to Paris with her. I was so sure that she would choose Mark, even my daddy also agreed with me! But she chose Silvert!! I was like “HUH??” Didn’t she say that there were some awkward silence between Silvert and her sometimes and that she could just talk to Mark about anything under the sun?? Damn stupid!!
After this was the encore session where they guys talk about each other and secrets were spilled. It was then known to the audience that Mark IS ACTUALLY dating Rachel and that Silvert and her were just friends! o.0?? Incredible right? Now here comes the most ironic part. Silvert is still going on the Paris trip with Rachel but Mark gets to tag along also just coz he’s Rachel’s boyfriend at the moment and that Rachel had asked Mark along, to which Silvert didn’t mind. *rolls eyes* Like of coz Silvert won’t mind since you WERE the one who asked Mark. It was meant to be a romantic date between 2 people but now there’s a crowd. BAH!! It’s a dumb reality show. I had read the last issue of 8Days whereby I learnt that the encore is actually scripted!! *eyes pop out* Mediacorp should really stop trying to copy the American’s reality programmes because they still ultimately SUX!
AMI Yesterday’s final 4 theme was ‘Disco night’ with Donna Summers ad the guest judge. Anyway all of them sang well except for Jasmine. I mean she’s good at singing, pretty and cute with the flower in her hair [anyway what the hell happened to her signature flower??] BUT SHE ABSOLUTELY DESERVED TO BE BOOTED OUT!! This is so unfair!! Latoya was the 2nd best singer there that night and she got booted out! WTF!! What is this selection coming to?!?!?! I have also noticed something along the AMI’s booting list.
Leah LaBelle: She totally deserved to be out coz she was the WORST singer there. Just coz she’s got a singer mum doesn’t mean that she can sing well and also that she deserved to continue in the competition.
Matthew Rogers: I kinda like this big, huggable guy but during the 2nd week, he sang like a sissy. It was a hair-raising experience for me. *shivers* Still trying to clear from my mind his version of ‘Everything I Do’.
Amy Adams: Now I actually forgot what and how she sang whatever song that she sung. But I vaguely recall that it sounded quite bad as well so she does deserve to be out of the competition.
Camile Velasco: Now Camile was only waiting to be shot right through the head with her songs. Even though she picked some pretty nice songs, which I had downloaded some btw *zips lip*, she ran out of tune numerous of times. I was actually betting on her leaving the week Matt Rogers was out. I think it’s probably because of the sore throat that she had not too long ago that caused her voice to…well…basically ‘spoil’. *shrugs*
Jon Peter Lewis (JPL): He’s the most entertaining one of all. He basically can’t dance but he can hit a good note or two. I think Americans kept him in the competition just because he’s entertaining! That’s just MY opinion for this matter. But during his week, I thought he sang rather badly and thus wasn’t surprised when he was booted. During his encore performance, he sung better than he had the night before. Now if only he had sung that way the night before, he wouldn’t have been booted off!
Jennifer Hudson: Now this IS A HUGE MISTAKE. I remember distinctively that George was so terrible during this week that I actually made a bet with myself that he would be so outta the door with a snap! But low and behold, the bottom three were all Blacks and not only that, they were THE MOST POWERFUL singers in the competition! WTF!! Is there some racial discrimination among the Americans or are they perpetually D-E-A-F?? George was so way outta tune that he should have been killed instantly but instead was placed among the top 3 while Jennifer had to be booted out. This is so UNFAIR! *wails*
John Stevens: *gushes* He’s a CUTIE!! *blushes* DARN! Now everyone knows my secret. *bleah* Haha… To start off, I have no choice to admit that he’s boring BUT he’s still a CUTIE!! I’m such a sucker for redheads. =P His voice can only sing those oldies-kind of songs from famous singers like Frank Sinatra, etc… So he’s situation is similar to an old chicken or cow waiting to be slaughtered just because they are unable to produce any eggs or milk respectively. *giggles* He is still a CUTIE btw! *winks*
George Huff: Now he had it coming a long time back. He dances up and down even I, a dance-idiot, can follow! Hah!~ I’m not saying he can’t sing but he can only it sounds nice for certain songs.
La Toya London: Now this IS ANOTHER HUGE MISTAKE!!! How can La Toya, one of the strongest, powerful and BEST singer in the competition, be booted out last night?? It was just horrendous! Even Paula Abdul was tearing all through her encore. Is this also another racial discrimination?? Because the bottom two this time were damn good singers and they were also Blacks! Jasmine was horrible the night before and I was so betting on her leaving, as were many people too! I know the night’s theme is not suitable for her but hey a good singer HAS to be able to sing all types of music. But Jasmine just TOTALLY can’t sing disco songs. It was painful to even hear her sing that night. *sigh*
Are Americans really that racist or are they really D-E-A-F or are they just mainly aroused [o.0] by a pretty face??
Now if you have really bothered to stay on this blog and read the whole damn long and bitchy entry, I shall applaud you for having such determination and perseverance. *claps hands* If you really had read until the end, which is now, you would have read 2339 words! [0.0]
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Tuesday, May 11, 2004
My CPD results!!
Student Name : GOH HUI LING STACEY
Year Activity Grade
2001/2002 CPD Core Module 1 Participation Good
2002/2003 CPD Core Module 2 Participation Good
2003/2004 CPD Core Module 3 Participation Good
Fulfilled Service Reflection Task Requirement
Fulfilled CPD Portfolio Task Requirement
CPD Award: CERTIFICATE OF COMPLETION WITH COMMENDATION
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My new testimonals are FREAKING GONE!!! *screams* Ahhhhhhhhh
How did this happen?? Can I get them back?? Or can those people who have already wrote for me pretty pleaseee, with a cherry on top, write again for me? *innocent eyes*
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I'm back!! Anyone missed me?? Keke.. Lame yeah yeah.. *puUuu* Blogger's got a new look! It looks so futuristic now. Kinda cool! Sorry if I sound so 'mountain tortise' well that's coz if you haven't gone online for the past 3 days, you'll be like that.
See how much the internet influences me! Darn. It still amazes me how much I can learn online. I was almost as good as dead without the internet at home. It's all thanks to my daddy =P who wanted my bro, who's having exams btw and SHOULD be studying but he's online [yea I'm a tell-tale but still my daddy won't know about it =P *nyeh nyeh*], to stop using the com so that he can study. Digressed too much, as I was trying to say, thanks to the invention of computer CD-ROM games, my fun/entertainment level [in Sims language] is going up up up!
I was playing the game Pharaoh when my bank gone into debt. Yikes! I got a whole list of cheats [yeah so I do cheat in games. Who doesn't?] but no idea how to open the text box to type out the cheat codes. Major like that ---> -.-||| The only way I could find out was to go ONLINE to the main website to find out. DAMN!
Anyway better blog now before my daddy comes home and turn off the internet connection! I have such 'GREAT PARENTS' don't you think? Makes me kinda wish I could leave home...
Life without money is really no life at all!! And to top that up is life without internet connections. *sigh* Totally NO LIFE!!! Spent all my time at home nua-ing around, sleeping, watching tv, etc.. So bored. Anyone up for playing no-money mahjong??? Either today or tomorrow is fine with me. *grins* Call/Sms me ya? All my famous mahjong kakis got my number ya *winks*
Gotta go watch Ch 8's Spice Siblings liao..In a way it's still not incest coz they're cousins. Old people's thinkings. Watever...
Quote of the day: Life ain't worth it until you have someone worth living for.
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Saturday, May 08, 2004
It was a mistake! It was a stupid mistake! It was a fucking stupid mistake! It was a fuckingly stupid HUGE mistake!
I should have told her, when she called, that I couldn't make it and make up some lame, crappy BUT serious-to-leave kind of excuse. I should have done exactly that when she called. I was even contemplating about it with Jason when we were walking home. DAMN!~ I should have just done that.
It is so NOT worth my time, money, strength, energy and MOST importantly skin!! Yes, you read right, I said SKIN!! Now my skin is all red, sore and painful. *sob sob* Worked like shit for 5 hours [at $5 per hour], get blisters, inhaled ALOT of helium, nearly squashed by the huge SIA aeroplane, hold onto the rope until my hands were nearly gone and I ONLY GET 25 FUCKING DOLLARS!!! WTF!!!!!
I feel bad about dragging Jason and his friend, Boon Tiong, into this. They also had the same thought as me and that we would be doing the WHOLE carnival and NOT JUST ONE FUCKING DAY!! We were all looking forward to holding some money but... was CHEATED!!!
Oh yah..I also saw a sec sch friend that I totally disliked, READ: DISLIKED NOT HATE, back in sec sch. I mean since you are in a neighbourhood sch, don't act as if you are of higher-class than the rest of us. If you are that rich/high-classed, then your parents could have afforded to buy your place in a better sch or even send you overseas BUT they didn't. Moreover you are from 1 of the bottom class while I'm in the BEST class, which is 4e2 btw. That should mean something! It means that I'm smarter than you. =P
Enough rambling about the past and get back to the present! =) As I was saying, last time in sec sch she used to be as thin as a rake but now... She TWICE the size of me!!! Muahahahahahaha *evil laugh* I feel so damn evil and mean at the moment. *evil laugh* I'm such a meanie but there's nothing any of you can do about it! =PpPpP
MUahahahahahahaha
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SATS was alright. The English section wasn't as tough as I thought it would be but the Mathematics part was fuckingly chicken!! Hopefully I would be able to get at least 1200. I'm not asking for much right? *innocent look*
I FEEL SO FUCKING CHEATED!!! Remember my earlier blog entries about me working from 8th May to 16th May at the HiFly Carnival, well now I'm told that I would ONLY be working on 8TH MAY!!! WTF!!!
My friend, let's call him W, had sent me an sms telling me about this event and that they needed 160 participants. Note the words in underline. This tells me that it's not a small event. Moreover they were paying me $60 a day [1000 - 2200] with both meals included!!! Hence I readily agreed on joining.
Yesterday when I went down for the briefing, all of us [the idiots] were told that we were only needed yesterday - for the briefing and today - for the parade. EVERYONE was stunned when we were told the news. Everybody who were present at the briefing didn't know about this matter.
So FUCKING cheating right?? They told people, some of whom were my friends, that they needed the said amount of people BUT they didn't say that it was only for 8th May!! FUCK THEM!! If I had known earlier, I wouldn't have joined that FUCKING carnival and just stayed at home and concentrate on becoming a tai-tai by playing mahjong all day! *hRumP*
So I called W wanting to ask him about it when I saw him in front of me. *giggles* This part is kinda funny to me. Anyway I asked him about what they said and he also said that he only just know about it BUT the company still needs people for the remaining days of the carnival only that he didn't know who's stay or anything else about the remaining days of the carnival. WTF!!!
***NOTE: DON'T COME DOWN TO THE HIFLY CARNIVAL!!*** So FUCKING PISSED with that company and I used to work for them on other events before but it wasn't like this. FUCKING CHEATERS!!! *pUuuuuuuu*
The results that I got weren't up to my expectations. I was so hoping to get at least a B for the stupid AND useless FYP but instead I got a C. BAH!! All those months of staring and trying to create as many worksheets as possible in Excel were all for naught. SHIT! If I had know, I wouldn't spend so much time devising ways to sort out the damn ~200,000 worth of patients' data. I did pass my SIP, which was good in a way but that B on the FYP could have helped us alot in many ways.
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Hey hey, long time didn't blog huh? Hehe.. Woke up rather late yesterday so too lazy to turn on the com coz I would be going out to work soon.
Decided to quick-blog before I head down to 201's Mac to meet Jason for breakfast before going for my SATS. I feel super pissed with something. Shall blog about it later when I get back. I feel a little guilty coz this is 1 test I didn't really study for. SHIT!! DAMN!!
Oh yah.. My results are out!!! YeaHh~~ Shall also blog about my results later like Briyani~ =D
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Friday, May 07, 2004
Just finished playing mahong. We really played the WHOLE night!! Lalala..
I lost 80 cents earlier on but managed to win back later. We were afraid that Felicia wouldn't come but in the end she came! =) Going to sleep soon. *yawnz* Gotta work later in the afternoon. Blog later~
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Thursday, May 06, 2004
I'm starting work tomorrow!! I'm starting work tomorrow!! I'm starting work tomorrow!! I'm starting work tomorrow!! I'm starting work tomorrow!! I'm starting work tomorrow!! I'm starting work tomorrow!! I'm starting work tomorrow!! I'm starting work tomorrow!! I'm starting work tomorrow!! I'm starting work tomorrow!! I'm starting work tomorrow!! I'm starting work tomorrow!! I'm starting work tomorrow!! I'm starting work tomorrow!! I'm starting work tomorrow!!
Ok I'm overdoing it a little. Ok ok ALOT! Heehee.. But like hell do I care. I'm gonna start work tomorrow and I will finally be earning money to fund my education. =)
Damn pleased about that. Was supposed to go watch Van Helsing today but alot of them last minute cannot make it then it's left me and Yiting. We then decided to postponed it. Hiazz.. So wanna watch that show one. *sigh* Never mind. There's always time after I finish my event.
Listen up everyone. This Saturday, which is the 8th of May, will be the start of the HiFly Carnival at the Marina Bay area. It will be a balloon parade with many unique and spectacular balloons floating along the Singapore River. The Carnival includes:
1) The balloon trail draw
2) Pony rides
3) Big bouncers - giant bouncing inflatables
4) Twisty balloons
5) River cruise rides
6) Flea market
It will be a day filled with fun and excitement. Moreover I'll be working there. So if you are free between 8th to 16th May, come on down! Bring your family and friends =)
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Today's mahjong session was not so bad. I was starting to win some then gradually lost them to the point when I almost never hu1 any game. *shrugs* Like I said before, you can't always win in mahjong if not people won't want to play with you. Since it was still early when we ended the first round, we decided to continue for another half a round.
It was only during the final round that I managed to recover my loses and even managed to win some =) The cards happen to be damn good at that round.
Met Wendy for dinner. Was actually supposed to be me, Wendy, Yiting and Suqin but Suqin, the poor dearie, wasn't feeling too well. So she went home and Yiting also went home. So left me and Wendy only. Ate Jap food again but this time it was at the foodcourt so it should be considered relatively cheaper right? *looks hopefully*
Met Peirong after dinner so that she could pass me my previous episode of Smallville so that my dad could watch. Then went to Shop 'N' Save to buy a drink as it was so darn cheaper than the foodcourt. Upon reaching then I realized that my parents were actually there after reading the sms. Lolx.
Accompanied them to get the groceries and went home just in time to watch the ending of 'Spice Siblings' on Channel 8 and then it was AMI3 time!! Wooppie~
Here I am, after watching Buffy, blogging and studying. Yep you read correct! I'm studying for the coming SATS. gRrr..They should have announced it earlier before I applied for that stupid test and make me waste my bloody money. BAH! *pui* I was actually thinking of not studying but then it will REALLY be a huge waste of my damn money.
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Wednesday, May 05, 2004
Went to buy my Nalgene bottle today!! YeaH~ *hops around* Finally gotten my favourite colour, which is orange, in case no one knows. Haha..
Also bought more rubber bands coz I just realized that both my rubber bands are loose. *sigh* Then went to NTUC to buy my conditioner when I spotted Oreos! But it's cream was green in colour!!! They were promoting Shrek2, I guess, that's why the cream part is green. I hope it doesn't taste like Shrek though. Keke.. Hopefully it's mint flavour. *slurp*
Then I also spotted another sale but it's for the Garnier Eye Contour cream. It comes in a package with the facial foam. Since I also needed a facial foam, why not get both right? Yi1 ju3 liang3 de2. *rubs hands*
They should be arriving soon since Yiting is no longer online but Aaron still is. He's probably bathing and will surely be late. *groans* What else is new? Everytime I will end up becoming the one who waits for people. *shrugs* Have gotten used to it already. Whatever.
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Tuesday, May 04, 2004
MJ MADNESS My headache is gone!! yeaHh~ Lalalala.. Super happy and to think I didn't even take any panadol. Life sure is good now~ =P Boo hoo who's life suxs at the moment. I'm sorry for being rude and unreasonable but life sometimes have to sux BIG time in order for us to enjoy the better things in life. It's just like what pr says all the time, 'Everything happens for a reason' which I think is truely not unreasonable.
Ok I was crapping abit talking nonsensical stuffs. Tmr gonna play mahjong!! So happy~ Can play mahjong one last time before I start work. Tmr gonna go TM and look for my Nalgene bottle and hopefully another Outdoor bag that I can use for camps!!
Ok this might sound weird but I remember seeing some shop putting up a sign that says 'All Outdoor bags are 70% or 80% off'. It's either 70 or 80% not both. The weird part is whether I saw that sign in my dream [I even dream of sales! How cool is that?! *giggles*] or I did see it at some shopping center but I forgotten where. *ponders*
If any one of you really see that sign, that means I wasn't dreaming so please please tell me where you saw that sign so I can go get my Outdoor camping bag. I just lurvVvvEee bags~
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I've got a fcuking headache that doesn't seem to go away!! SHIT! I don't want to take any panadols or dugs to cure. Any other methods that I can use that is not found in the drugs class??
On to some interesting observation I have made about the recent KFC commercial for the 'Go Go Sandwich' for girls on the go.
KFC Commercial For starters, lets call the girl dressed in white, W and the girl dressed in black, B. It starts with B saying that she was a little hungry but didn't want to ruin her dinner [I supposed it was dinner since she was wearing a black semi-formal dress] date with -what's his name- I think it was John. *shrugs* So it was a case of being greedy. No biggie. Anyway W recommended B the 'Go Go Sandwich' from KFC.
B was afraid that it would put inches to her already 'huge' waistline. But W assured her that KFC's 'Go Go Sandwiches' are rich in vegetable or something, to assure B that her waistline won't increase. Next scene is showing W feeding B with the sandwich. Now it's time to notice that bulging tummy on W!! OMG!! This is so wrong. If KFC's 'Go Go Sandwiches' are not supposed to put inches to your waistline, why did W have a bulging waistline???
Very ironic right? The KFC publicity management should have chosen a better model [without the bulging waistline] to be W. I don't know about you guys but I find it superly ironic and contradicting that a model with a bulging tummy is used to advertise an advertisement that tells the audience 'Eating this meal WILL NOT add inches to your waistline'.
Anyway that was the end of my observation.
***NOTE: Whatever that is said here is purely based on my observations and that I didn't not go interview or talk to any of the staffs/management at KFC.***
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Monday, May 03, 2004
Ok for those who's birthday I have yet to know, please click the link ---> BirthdayAlarms to note down your birthdays so that 'lil me can remember them and I might just send you a pressie [if I have your address that is] *winks*
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DAMN! I'm dying of a broken heart. SheeZ
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aRgHhh... I'm sick again! It all began on Saturday night. I started coughing for no apparent reason. Then on Sunday morning, I woke up having a slight sore throat. Since it was slight, I thought it would be alright after awhile. Boy was I wrong!
This morning I woke up with a swollen throat. *bleah* I think my tonsils are swollen again -.-O Hiazz..
Went out for lunch with my mum. Ate at Aijsens and then went for a little shopping! *gleams* We went to B.U.M where I proceed to show her the jumper I have been eyeing. Guess what?! It was 50% off!! Muahaha... *jumps around* So happy!!!
Now I don't have to spend any money coz mummy paid for it. Heehee.
Gotta go make my chocolate pudding liao. Blog later~
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Saturday, May 01, 2004
Ok the earlier quiz was just placed in for fun. Since I had nothing to do at home, I went quiz surfing. oOoooo a new word! Haha
Went to dinner all they way at Jurong East -.-o abit far if you asked me. But since I'm not the one paying for it, I can't complain now can I? *grins* The dinner was great! Got lobster [sorry Fel *smirks*], shark's fin [sorry Ah Hong, I know how much you wanna save the sharks], chicken, the works!
When there's a huge dinner like this, there's gotta be a reason. It was my granduncle's birthday. After the dinner, went karoke. I didn't realize that my other relatives are so hip! Wahaha
I so wanted to karoking with the peeps in the afternoon. But because I had to collect the cake, I couldn't go. Btw the mango cake from BreadTalk is delicious.
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