FROZEN QUEEN/ KING You dont want love to come through to you. You like it the way you are. To be unreachable, no need to show feelings. Hiding everything inside you. You are already used to it. You say yourself that you dont need anyone, that you stand on your own two feet or that you dont have time for these things. But in reality you are scared to get hurt. You feel save where you are: by yourself, nobody can hurt you there. You invent your own relationship in your dreams. You just need to know that you COULD get a partner.
Me just got home from well... TM. Went to Blk 201 there to look for my conditioner since my mum said that there's a shop there that sells cheap shampoos and conditioners. I hope that I went to the right shop coz I didn't see my conditioner at all! So I still have to get it from NTUC in the end.
Took a bus down to TM to go for a little window shopping and I ended up buying a dress and a skirt! Haha.. It was too tempting since it was on SALE! Yupz. Ice Lemon Tee is having a sale and both the dress and skirt cost me only $20 in total! So thrilled in getting such a good bargain *winks* I also bought 2 bars of soap from The Body Shop, strawberry and raspberry flavour. Hmmm.. yUmmY~
B.U.M. is having sale too!! 20% off all items except for promotional stuffs. OMG!! I so wanna get their jumper, that I have been eyeing for like sooooooooo long, and their jeans! I just can't seem to get enough of jeans *chuckles* I think the jumper and jeans better wait until I get some money *groans* *sob sob*
Met Wilson, who was buying some dog food for Christal's starved dog. He accompanied me to collect the cake meant for my granduncle at BreadTalk. I found out today that they don't accept Nets -.-||| Luckily Wilson was there to lend me some money. *phew* [Thanks brudder!] Talked to him while walking towards the bus interchange while eating doughnuts. *drools* Found out that he also liked Dunkin Doughnuts!!! OMG! I lurVeee Dunkin DOughnuts too!! But it went bankrupt in Singapore, I guess. *shrugs* But he said Malaysia have them though *smacks lips* Keke...
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Your wings are BROKEN and tattered. You are an angelic spirit who has fallen from grace for one reason or another - possibly, you made one tragic mistake that cost you everything. Or maybe you were blamed for a crime you didn't commit. In any case, you are faithless and joyless. You find no happiness, love, or acceptance in your love or in yourself. Most days are a burden and you wonder when the hurting will end. Sweet, beautiful and sorrowful, you paint a tragic and touching picture. You are the one that few understand. Those that do know you are likely to love you deeply and wish that they could do something to ease your pain. You are constantly living in memories of better times and a better world. You are hard on yourself and self-critical or self-loathing. Feeling rejected and unloved, you are sensitive, caring, deep, and despite your tainted nature, your soul is breathtakingly beautiful.
Image is a painting by Natalya Nesterova, source:ca80.lehman.cuny.edu/.../ images/fallen_angel.jpg
ZOUK!!! Mahjong on Tuesday was so-so. Aaron woke up late so we played san jiao [direct translation = three legs. muahahaha]. I would have won but we weren't playing for money just for fun. Anyway Aaron came and we started playing mahjong. For the 1st 2 rounds, I was losing. Real badly~ But anyway that's what mahjong is all about ya? Winning some and losing some but it's sportsmanship that's important!
Anyway around evening time, Aaron had to go colour his hair then Suqin took over. Bless that girl coz she lost most of her money to me. So sorry ah but the tiles happened to be damn good at that time.
Anyway guess what?! My DAMN com was spoilt and thus I couldn't blog nor check my mails!! aRghHh... *bangs around* But today my daddy fixed the com and it's working!! YeaHh!! Heehee..
Anyway went Zouk yesterday with the same bunch of gals [minus Fel] and with the guys [Shaowen, Sam, Ray, Ray's two friends, Aaron and Aaron's friends]. Me, Yiting, Sam and Suqin acutally met earlier to go to the agency to fill in forms for any job offers and I think I saw my primary sch friend, Estee. Not sure whether it was her though.
Anyway Suqin left before dinner and the rest of us decided to slack [something I haven't done in a long while] at Coffee Bean & Tea Leaf. We talked about past relationships and gossiped about others. *chuckles* Nothing bad!! I SWEAR!! When we left Coffee Bean to meet Qifang, we realised that it was raining!! DAMN! So we ran while trying to hide from the pouring rain to the MRT station. Oh ya, did I mention that I saw Pan Lingling!! OMG!! *gushes* She's so pretty!! With porcelin-like skin and so tall and skinny!!
We met with Qifang and took the bus to Zouk. We actually got off at the wrong stop -.-||| and walked to some ulu shopping centre for shelter when we realized that the rain was actually getting heavier!! -.-O Major mood spoiler =/ We were then deiciding whether to have dinner at this tiny herbal prawn noodle shop or just wait for the rain to subside when Mike msged me! [P.S. Mike's a guy I met at an interview at my old workplace, IRAS, but never talked to. Then how I know him you ask? Well he was the ONLY guy in the room and I was late so no place for me to sit and he was nice enough to give up his seat for me =) Plus he was also in the same GL group as me Osiris_Aries!!] Ok digressing. *grins* Back to topic on hand. He told me he was in the cab and could pick me and my friends up! So good huh? Wahaha..
We stopped outside Corpthorne Hotel [hope spelling is correct] and walked towards Zouk. There was no one around coz it was still damn early. We reached there around 9 plus. *grins* We slacked at Phuture coz Zouk was closed in preparation for the NUS bash I guess. We just sat near the bar counter talking and staring around. Me and Qifang felt sleepy coz there was practically nothing to do and we didn't want to order any drinks least we get drunk [CHOY!!] before we even started partYingg.
Luckily pr came not long and then Aaron and his friends. Then Zouk was open!! Went inside to find some space, which we did but there were no chairs -.-O We nua-ed [is there even such a word??] around and then decided to go have dinner after all. Me and Qifang just tagged along coz it was better then nua-ing at Zouk. We actually wanted to see the formation for the 'choir people' aka the people dancing on the mini stage but missed it coz we were busy queuing for drinks. *sigh*
Anyway after a bottle of peach breezer [really nice!] we decided to head down to the dance floor for some body shaking! Haha.. *gushes* I saw the cute guy that I had seen the first time!! *drools* He's wearing a stripey shirt again. That how he was so easy to spot! His hair is like Zai-Zai of F4 and his features look like Daniel Chan! MAJOR CUTIE ALERT!!! *more drools* Die!! My keyboard is full of my saliva. -.-||| Wahahaha... Ok lame.
I was dancing near him!! Almost die and gone to heaven. *giggles* Anyway 'mi-mi yan' [direct translation = small small eyes], 'da yan jing' [direct translation = big eyes] and 'gao de' [the tall one] was there. I finally know who's who. *chuckles* Actually planned to go home early but none of them wanted to leave that early [P.S. Deep down I also didn't want to leave that early too *winks*] so danced until 3am, when the club closes. Haha..
Shared cab with Qifang, Yiting and Sam. It was more expensive this time coz we took it from Zouk and not from Serangoon which is much much nearer. Reached home at about 4am, bathed and fell onto my bed for some beauty sleep.
Woke up today at around 10 then fell asleep again. Woke up again at around 12 and was told by my maid to call my mum where she nagged and scolded me for coming home so bloody late. She told me she didn't like that and asked.. no no more like commanded me not to go clubbing anymore coz its bad for health?! HUH?? Anyway I didn't really pay attention coz I was still sleepy and I already knew what she would say. So.. *shrugs*
I realized that I had forgotten to tape AMI3, CSI: Miami and Buffy, The Vampire Slayer yesterday. DAMN! Well, can't blame anyone but myself coz I had forgotten to call my bro to ask him to help me tape.
If you have read finished this post, you would have realized that I actually wrote 'anyway' like 8 times!! Bet you didn't realize that now didya? *winks*
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Tuesday, April 27, 2004
Was supposed to wake up at 7am today. I did wake up but unfortunately I went into my parent's bedroom with the intent of turning on the heater [which I did] and just lazing on their bed until the heater has heated up the water, instead I fell asleep on the bed and didn't wake up until it as about 0830!! Shit!!
I quickly got up, brushed my teeth and started packing my bag. Finally I found some use for the $1.99 bag that I had bought years ago but have never used it! *gigles* Luckily I didn't forget anything. Usually I'll forget my hairbrush coz somehow or other I have lost my cute little blue brush *sob sob*
Anyway when we got there, it was so super HOT!!! I was practically sweating after like 5 minutes! *bleah* The sun was quite terrible today and I got burnt! BAH! But at least I still got a little darker [I hope] *crosses fingers*
Was feeling so sleepy on the bus ride home that I zoned out while waiting for the bus and I even fell asleep on the ride home *grins* Better head to bed now coz tomorrow got MJ!!! *jumps around* Tata~
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Sunday, April 25, 2004
Tanning!! Tanning!! Tomorrow I'm going tanning at Sentosa *grins*
Finally going tanning. Haven't been catching much of the sun's rays [not pr's ray =P] ever since.. Well ever since sec sch where I used to train for sch =P
Gotta find me a towel. Haven't even started packing my bags yet! aRghh.. Tomorrow have to wake up earlier which means that I have to get to bed right about now! DAMN!
Better read finish my 8Days before going to bed. Ciao~
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you are purple #800080
Your dominant hues are red and blue. You're confident and like showing people new ideas. You play well with others and can be very influential if you want to be.
Your saturation level is very high - you are all about getting things done. The world may think you work too hard but you have a lot to show for it, and it keeps you going. You shouldn't be afraid to lead people, because if you're doing it, it'll be done right.
Your outlook on life can be bright or dark, depending on the situation. You are flexible and see things objectively.
Wooo.. Seems a little true. What do you peeps think?
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L11G Gang
Got a major announcement to make. As of today, Alex Guo is NO LONGER, I repeat, NO LONGER under the missing category. He has gone home already and is not dead nor kidnapped. DAMN! Lol =D
OK back to today. The L11G gang had a gathering today!! All of us were there even Audrey! Christal, Wilson, Francine, Ah Wen, Ah Hong, Audrey, Weiliang, Kai Sheng, Eric and me went to Marina to have a sumptuous dinner of bbq steamboat.
I was early as usual *rolls eyes* Next Audrey and Ah Hong came in about 5 minutes later. Then Ah Wen came about 10 minutes later. Eric had called me earlier on at around 5 minutes to 1800 to inform me that Christal, Wilson and him will be about 10 minutes late.
We chit chatted while waiting for the 3 of them. Talked about old times and about Ah Hong's papers. Talked until nearly 1845 then they arrive! DAMN! Me and Ah Hong were starving by then and refused to call them over. Unfortunately Eric saw us and walked over. We started telling them [jokingly] that they've got to pay our share of the dinner cost! Lolx..
We got to the bus stop and saw so many people waiting for the bus. I sort of guessed most of the people there looked around our age and since they are here, they might be celebrating something. I also guessed they were also from TP, which proved to be correct coz I saw at least 3 groups of people who were from TP. *bleah*
We walked all over the place trying to get a good table which can fit all of us and is not far from the food area *drools* We ended up with the table outside where it was less smoky and quite near to the food. But because the table was small, we had to join 2 tables together.
From then on, the kiasu-ism started! Haha.. We managed to get quite alot of plates so the guys went to pile them up with food! When they brought the food back, we gals started cooking so that when they get back with more food, there will already be food for them to eat.
Since some of them cannot eat beef, we had 1 table for non-beef eaters. The food started piling and we started cooking with loads of splattering of oil and fats onto us. I got splatted on my wrist and now got some splatter marks. *sigh* Damn painful! Ah Hong took some live prawns to put into the soup to get some flavour. Me and Audrey didn't dare touch the prawns coz they were still jumping around. I managed to take some that were dead and put them into the soup. Audrey tried to take a really live one and we all shouted and screamed when the prawn suddenly jumped and landed onto the floor! We then started laughing and couldn't stop =D *ROTFL*
Little by little, we ate, laughed, talked, refilled the plates, cooked and ate some more. Before we knew it, it was already 2200. We were deciding whether to have deserts at Bedok Interchange but it would be rather late for Audrey and Ah Hong to take the bus coz Bedok was the end terminal. So we decided to go to the arcade to play and have fun!
We all were quite stuck at the 'Super Bishi Bashi' and had such a good time laughing at each other *grins* Francine, Audrey, Christal, Ah Hong and me played and we got so kan chiong that we started to hit the buttons really hard. I think the machine buttons were spoilt by us =P *giggles*
Seeing that it was already 2300, we decided it was time to go home as both Ah Hong and Audrey still had a long journey. We took the the bus back to the train station where we took more pictures with Francine's and Audrey's digi camera.
I am so tired now that my eyes are nearly closing while I'm typing =/ Fel they all not online =( I think they went China Black. arGhhh... *wails* I also wanna go!! But too bad, you win some you lose some. Wonder whether my parents will let me go Zouk next Wednesday? *ponders* Pray for me ya?
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Friday, April 23, 2004
OVER!! It's finally over. My poly days are numbered. Feel so nostalgic all of a sudden...
1) No more running for the 0845 bus opp blk 201 there
2) No more walking fast within sch to get to the Lts so that I won't be late
3) No more skipping lectures just to go catch a movie or slack with my friends
4) No more hitting ppl like Xiu, WZ, QF etc... Keke -.*
5) No more shouting 'MELVIN DAI ZIYU' or 'CARRY PAPER FISH'. Wahaha *grins*
These are just some of the few things that I do in sch. *bleah* Like very boring -.-zZz
Anyway today's presentation wasn't so bad apart from me speaking so bloody fast [-.-O] like a bullet train not wanting to be late at the next station. Haha.. I usually speak damn fast when I'm nervous. Luckily Alvin Poh understood what I said coz I was kind of blabbering all around trying to say every damn thing. Oh yah, Alvin Poh also said the poster looked very very nice *beams*
Went Design canteen to eat lunch with e rest & they started talking about their bfs [pr & fel]. Felt so happy [pr] & sad [fel]. But what to do? I know that each relationship has it's ups and downs but there only so much that a third party can do. *sigh* Luckily I not attached!
After eating, we went home & I went to watch my tape [AMI!!]. I think I watched until Jasmine Trias' part before falling asleep. You see the power of that girl?! She could even make me fall asleep!! George Huff should have been the one out coz I thought Jennifer Hudson [btw I think she looks better with rebonded hair than that stupid afro] sung better. But then again, maybe the Americans have some hearing problem?? Just because they think George is cute then they vote him in?! WTF!! That's so biased! Anyway I thought Jasmine looked like Celeste Chong. Anyone think so too?
Ok I digress too much. Back to dreamland. I had the same gothic and morbid dream again. There were quite many scenes as in many places with different people involved so bare with me while I try to describe my dream...
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Scene 1: I was on this tram ride with some of my friends. I forgotten who was with me except that we were all having fun. Can't remember what I was seeing so... Anyway after the tram ride, we got onto this air-con coach and it drove us to some unknown destination. They were all singing, chatting and fooling around on the bus but I was sleeping [make me wonder how I managed to sleep over all the noise. I must be a pig! *OINK* hehe] It suddenly stopped and all of us were asked to get down. I didn't know that we were asked to get down but only that suddenly the noise level seems to be zero. I was semi-consious at that time. Then Alvin [Foo] kept scolding me, asking me to wake up and get down but I refused to open my eyes. So he kept nagging and nagging until I finally got off my butt and change to the other bus. [Btw I only remember Alvin in this scene] Anyway the other bus was NON-AIR-CON *wails* I started complaining and Alvin started scolding me again. Then he proceeded to tell everyone how I lagged on the bus refusing to get down =P Tell-taler!! [dunno whether got such word or not *shrugs*] That's the end of Scene 1.
Scene 2: I went to this house with pr to have dinner. Can't remember who's house it was. Then after dinner, I was suddenly fighting with the guy ala 'Kill Bill' style. I was holding a samurai sword with pr behind me and fighting with this guy. I was slashing him and poking him with the sword but he just would die!! arGhh..
I remember piercing his heart but he didn't fall or die! He must me an immortal or something. *rolls eyes* Anyway I remember cornering him to the sofa where he fell over and I decapitated him! *beams* Okok! It's abit gross but I did it! You would have thought that he died right? WRONG! He wasn't dead and he managed to injure with his sword also. -.-||| Apparently a blind, almost dead guy can also see where to injure me.
I was so stunned that I ran, shouting to pr to run also. I think she ran into the kitchen while I ran into the room and slammed the door. Then I realised that I actually slammed the wrong door!! *horrified* FUCK! As I was about to slam the right one, I saw him walking towards the kitchen with his head on!! WTF?! What is this guy?! I was wondering. He stared at me and I quickly slammed the door and locked it. Then turned around and saw this cute kid look at me wondering who the hell am I. I told him to keep quiet while I stood behind the door hoping that that guy didn't see me banging the door.
The next thing I knew, he was pounding on the door yelling to get in. I pushed my back against the door hoping that whatever strength I had could prevent him from opening the door. Unfortunately, he managed to kick open the door pushing me behind the door. I thought I could hide from him behind the door but he found me soon after.
He then dragged me to the kitchen where I saw Wendy [don't ask me how come it became Wendy. It's just a dream afterall] bleeding on a newspaper. The blood that seeped out of Wendy's hand was red with lumps due to coagulation but the blood that was on the newspapers was a dirty yellow in colour with greenish-bluish lumps!!! I was horrified! The guy then took a small knife, a fruit knife [I think], and took my right arm. He told me that I would have to bleed like Wendy over there. I was screaming and writhing trying to get away but as you know bad guys always win somehow or other. He made a huge slice from the back of my hand to the front and I started bleeding immediately. The same thing happened to me also. Blood red on my arm and then it turned a dirty yellow colour with greenish-bluish lumps. I deduced that it was probably due to some chemicals in the newspapers? Didn't wanna think too much about it as I WAS LOSING SO MUCH FUCKING BLOOD!!
Well after the 'blood donation' was over, there was food outside. He said we must eat so we went and eat lor.. Not wanting to bleed again. Then I looked around and discovered that the living room looked different! To my left was a walkway like the one on level 1 between IT and AS blocks. I saw some malay guys, who were from my sec sch walking from there into the living room as if it was normal!! They then started to sit down and play... *gasp* MAHJONG!! WTH?
So I sat at the dining table with that guy opp me and fel on my right and another weird guy, with army uniform, on my left. He kept staring at me, must be the huge wound on my arm. Then suddenly the guy left and Ray and pr was opp me talking to me and fel. -.-??? Confusion settled in and I suddenly found myself awake *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
When I awoke, I realised that I left the tape running and it was the end of CSI: Miami, which means that I have slept for about 1 1/2 hours and I have dreamt that much o.0
Decided to wake up and bathe before having my dinner and start blogging. ***Don't forget if anyone has seen Alex Guo please please inform me as he's been missing for 2 BLOODY FUCKING days!! His mum is very very worried about him and so are his friends.***
WaO!~ I just wrote 1,400 words in this entry!! O.O *bleah* I hope that you guys didn't get tired or bored reading it =)
Going out soon to Fisherman Village with the rest of the BMS people!! So fun! It will probably be like our 'last supper' before everyone leaves; the guys to NS while the girls to working life or studying life (overseas or local). So sad~ =(
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Thursday, April 22, 2004
In the end, Fel didn't come but Sam came. My itch is gone!! Haha.. Itchy for mahjong that is. What were you guys thinking?! TSK!!
Today played 4 1/2 rounds!! OMG!! The 1/2 round was without money though. The other 4 rounds were with money & guess what? In the end I still won! *beams*
Poor Yiting. She lost everything in her drawer, which was $20. Half to me & the other half to Belle. Poor thing. Next week mahjong again anyone??
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Added new fairy pictures! It seems like I like fairies so much huh? *grins*
Later mj at my house!!! *skips* Now we got 5 players!! Haha.. Got me, Yiting, Belle, Suqin & Fel. Dunno how now. *ponders*
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New look! New look! *runs and shouts* What do you guys think of it? Give comments ya? *winks*
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Wednesday, April 21, 2004
DAMN! My computer hung again! I feel like hanging it too! gRrr.. Just now typed abit and now have to re-type again. Moreover I was playing Yahoo Mahjong just now. Got a great set of cards and waiting to game!!! *wails* Why does this always have to happen to me?!?!
Finally finished my poster! *hops around* Spend nearly the whole day on it until I was so so very tired. Didn't realize that soing poster could be so tiring. I also realized that I'm missing 1 table! arGhhh.. Tried calling Kelly A FEW times but she never pick up!! So pissed. *steam coming out*
What's the use of a bloody hp when you don't pick up?! Let me tell you, it's useless! BAH!@ Couldn't even call me back! SHIT! How?? Got 1 huge blank space there. I wonder whether she'll be in school tomorrow. Hope so...
So irritated! Why must this guy keep asking me whether I'm enjoying or relaxing!! Like of coz. DUH!! Must he also compare the level of stress he has to mine? What's the difference anyway?? It's still ultimately S-T-R-E-S-S!! Geez.. So sickening. Everytime see him online I feel like going offline or at least 'Appear Offline' or 'Away'. But I guess he doesn't understand the meaning of 'Away' coz he still messages me -.-|||
Enough of such people. I'm gonna get a new blogskin!! YeaHh *rejoycing* Found the skin that I want and I'm going to make some changes to it to make it more personal. Sick of writing HTML codes already *pui* Everytime write got some error or like the other time wrote twice liao then computer hang on me the first time while the second time I copied and saved the wrong thing -.-|||||||
This blog will be under constriction from today onwards =)
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I'm still doing my poster!! ArgHhh... Sian sian sian =P
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Everyone heard the news?? About the Nicoll Highway collaspe! I was just thinking about heading down to Orchard to check out the price for my friend's birthday present. Imagine that! I would have taken 10 which would pass there. Then I'll stop at Suntec coz it's not that far from Orchard. Anyway I'm digressing too much. As I was saying, if I was on 10, I would be *drum roll* right smack in the middle of that tradegy!! Then I'll be............
Haha... CHOY!! This is the ONLY time I can thank my lucky stars/guardians [whoever they are] for my laziness =P I think this will be the only time where laziness can be considered a virtue? =/ Maybe?
For a full story on the collaspe, click -------> here
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Tuesday, April 20, 2004
I just realized something. I blog whenever I'm superly B-O-R-E-D at home. *SIGH* Sound pathetic right? Watever. Read Xiaxue's blog just now. Super hilarious. I've got to admit that she uses good English and the way she tells us about the other DreamD8 contestants [one of them is my friend but i won't say who] makes me think whether they are really honest. Whether people are really honest.
Well for the truth, NO ONE is that truely honest. Friends are honest to some point and I'm glad for that. There will be people whom you trust and who trust you enough to want to tell you some secrets. But there are also SOME people who would lie to you even though you treat them as a good friend. Yup! Some friend huh?! The lowest of all kind of people! That's where I rank those kind of people in MY world.
Why the fcuk are they here you would ask. Well I think it's purely to pissed others [like poor 'lil me] off.
Few other reasons:
1) To prevent others from EVER trusting someone.
2) To make people bitter about friends.
3) To make people suspicious of other friendly kind souls [like me!] who really and truely sincerely wants to be friends with them. [***NOTE: was kidding about me being a kind soul***]
4) For someone to bitch about [I just love this part *winks*]
5)For everyone to hate.
I think that's just about it. Like I said before, the above opinions are purely formulated in my own brain. I had no help whatsoever from whoever so don't try giving credit to yourself unless you want to give me some credit. Muahaha
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STH'S WRONG WITH MY STUPID DARN COM!! ARGHHHHHH
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It's a stress-free week now!!WeeeeeEee... *jumps for joy* Finally handed in my FYP workbook & our FYP report~ Lalalala..I know it's time for poster but that's until later. e day is still so so early! *grins*
Went to eat Jap food for dinner yesterday. Was soOoooo very very delicious *drools* =)~~ Lolx..Slowly, little by little we are nearing e end of our sch years. 24th April is offically e last day of sch. Anyone knows what they plan to do after that?Me?Still dunno what I'll be doing. *sigh* Want to work but won't be starting any kind of work until May coz that's when I got a long event to do & camps to do! Yea~ just luVvvv camps. e kids are so superly cute! keke..
Supposed to play mj today. *SIGH* Belle sprained her ankle so cannot come over. Then Sam said he wanted to do poster since Belle couldn't play. Another *MAJOR SIGH* was so looking forward to playing mahjong again. DARN! Oh well..there's always tmr *chuckles*
Dunno what I'm gonna do today. Hmmm..Should I go sch print my poster or just hang out at boring home? Oh yah..anything wrong with ur shoutboxes? I can't seem to see e lastest posts on my com!! DARN COM!! I seriously think it's my FCUKING com!! I could see e posts @ sch's com..gRrr...
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Monday, April 19, 2004
in sch now, left e house at 1150. was supposed to meet wendy at 1200. hMmm..luckily i wasn't late coz e bus came rather fast =) thank goodness! *pHew*
pr's next to me now typing her report. i feel so slack since this is kinda e 1st time i'm not e one compiling or typing e report. makes me kinda lazy huh?alright i'm crapping here. geeZ..sth's definately wrong with me! haha *chuckle* maybe it's e lack of mahjong? lolx
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Does your name begin with: S
For you, it is pleasure before business. You can be romantically idealistic to a fault and is capable of much sensuality. But you never loose control of your emotions. Once you make the commitment you stick like glue. You could get jealous and possessive. You tend to be very selfish often regarding yourself as the only human being on the planet.. You like being the centre of attention. You are very caring sensitive, private & sometimes very passive. Turned on by soft lights, romantic thoughts. When it gets down to the nitty-gritty, you are an expert. You know all the little tricks of the trade, can play any role, or any game, and take your love life very seriously. You don't fool around. You have the patience to wait for the right person to come along. You are very generous & giving, often selfless. You are kind nature & sweet which is found to be attractive by many.
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true?guess so bah..anyway..anyone wanna mahjong tmr??my place...msg me ya or if ya see me in sch~ heehee know what to do right? *winks*
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it's already 1am & i'm still stuck @ week 14 of my FYP workbook!! argHhh..i have been writing e damn book since afternoon & it has ONLY gotten that far! BAH!! shit~ look like i have to forgo my beauty sleep to pia finish *sigh* DAMN!
hate myself for doing this last minute. i knew i should have done it yesterday since i had nothing to do at home. DAMN DAMN DAMN!! *knocks head on wall* i think there's something seriously wrong with my com. argHh..another problem -.-O. 1st cannot start up coz it was too hot. then now can't read e posts on e shoutboxes of others. WTH!!
feeling a 'lil pissed *shrugs* but after awhile i'll be fine. i always do..
so e name analysis true? keke..i kinda think it is though some more bad stuffs is left out like how ugly i am, or how huge my temper is etc... lolx. professional loafer..hmm..like e sound of that but whr's e dough gonna come from?? *grumbles*
just finished reading 2 books & thought of e qn again. "What is Love?" hmm..still trying to find e ans from frens who are in love, who believe in love... but still no ans. HECK! i should stop searching for e ans to such an impossible qns right?
i think my baby's dying!! *sob sob* baby as in hamster NOT a person!! he's hind leg is kinda lame [as in crippled]. he's 3 yrs old now *sigh* real old for a hamster. i dread e day when he's not moving then i'll have to throw him away since i can't bury him coz i have no garden...
well...back to FYP workbook ya... -.-zZzz
Goh:
You strive for perfection and worry when things don't turn out just so. You enjoy doing a job well. You tend to procrastinate. You have a great deal of loyalty to those you love. You have much inner strength. You work hard to achieve material success through your own efforts.
Hui Ling:
You work hard to achieve material success through your own efforts. You are soft-hearted with a charitable nature. You are relatively demonstrative in your affections. You enjoy being stroked verbally and physically. You have a diplomatic flair to your nature. Equality and fairness are important to you. You need to learn to give and receive love for love's sake. You have a need to be assured of affection. You can handle details well. You have a methodical mind. You need to learn proper evaluation of labor and work. You can be either a compulsive worker or a professional loafer.
Stacey:
Status is important to you and your ability to achieve success and earn money. You have a need to be noticed and seek status. Your privacy is important to you. You have a rich inner life. You have much enthusiasm with a driving attitude toward achievement in life. You are clever, inventive, imaginative and youthful. You enjoy socializing. You can be quite inventive and quite curious. Your independence and freedom are important to you.
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Saturday, April 17, 2004
long post huh! *grins*
To Sarwani: Happi birthday!!
nth much done today. slept e day thru, got up ate snacks, lunch & more snacks. hehe..i'm becoming a pig! argHhh..*screams* gotta start training. going to eat my dinner now. probably watch e kylie minogue concert. heehee *wicked grin* just luv kylie! she's so sexy even @ 40 & she sings well too! HAH!
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sorry haven't been blogging for a long time. missed e boring tales of my life? haha.. e internet @ home's not working. i think it has sth to do with my dad trying to stop me from using e com so late into e night. *sigh* he most probably took out some wires so that i couldn't connect anything & being e com idiot that i am, i also dunno how to fix watever shit he took out *shrugs*
so let's have a recap...
Wednesday: ZOUK!!
went to zouk today with e gals! all 6 of us..uh huh..it was ladies nite so we got FREE entrance. 1st time at zouk so dun mind me drifting into wonderland abit. keke.. had loads & loads of fun. drank breezer [or was it blower? *shrugs* not too sure coz it was bloody noisy & i couldn't hear clearly] & took a sip of lambrogini. breezer tasted like cough medicine only with whipped cream *drools* [just luvVvv whipped cream!] while lambrogini tasted...well hard to describe. anyway e night was HOT! we saw a group of bapoks looking extremely gross. some aunties & uncles dancing! *eyes pop out*
but e downside was that there were this group of guys trying to get to know us. they were so leeching. kept on askin us qns & touching! OMG! i was so bloody pissed with e short fatty guy dressed in black! gave him a direct hint that we weren't interested in being frens with him but did he take e hint? NAH UH...he had to linger trying to get fresh with us along e way. we told him we were les & he had to ask e stupidest qns of all. QN: "les likes girls right?" MAJOR DUH!! he just gave away a fact that he had e lowest IQ of all guys! BAH! hope i never see him there again! EVER!
luckily fel & pr gotta know some guys who could really take care of us! *beams* alot of guys came over to get to know pr, fel & lijun. heehee..must be coz there were 6 GALS there! hah! danced e night away until 3AM! cool of my mum to let me go. i know she was worried but she still allowed me to go =) so happi! i was about to argue with her when she agreed & it left me stumped! haH! i don't usually get stumped.
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Thrusday: MJ!
slept @ 5am this morning! came back from zouk feeling damn hungry so made myself an early breakfast then went to bed. was woken by e bastard @ 8am msging me. *sigh* why am i so feeble-minded? why can't i remember that i wasn't supposed to msg him! argHhh..so stupid me got up & replied him. *bleah* stupid stupid ME! *knocks head on wall* then flopped back onto bed to sleep until he replied me again @ around 11am. woke up again & saw what he replied that pissed me off again. remembering what i had told myself, i refused to reply & went back to sleep again. woke up @ around 1pm & watched 'Days of our Lives'. yea yea..old & draggy show but it's kinda nice @ certain episodes. makes u feel lucky that u weren't involved in their already so messed up lives. =P anyway back to reality, xiu called askin whr i was & whether i wanted to play mj anot? i told her why not! so called yt & sam to play too! both me & yt won but she won e most despite paying 'bao' [for all non-mj frens: 'bao' means a player throws a card that another player might want in order to game big]
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Friday: Meeting with Alvin Poh
had event this morning. had to wake up @ e ungodly hour of 0530am! *sigh* i remember dreaming, about what i dunno but it didn't seem that it was my alarm that was ringing. haha..i practically ignored e alarm for a good 5 minutes! e girls were all so cute! so small in size that i was so afraid that they would get blown away by e wind! haha..e older gals remembered me but sadly i only remembered a few of their names =X opps..
had to rush back to sch coz e bloody bus took a WHOLE 15 minutes to arrive which made me late! i had to take a cab! arGhhh!!! such a waste of $13.80!! *heart pain* arrived sch on time only to find that farezah was late! again as usual. should have told her 1245 instead of 1300 when she called earlier =/ waited for her for another 20 minutes not before calling her a few times! she didn't on her hp -.-||| i believe a hp is for ppl to use whenever they are not at home & thus they should be left on at all times! what's e point of carrying a bloody hp when u don't turn it on or even ans e damn call?! BAH! well so was late, so what u would say. she didn't seem e least bit remorseful though. well at least not to me. coz i specifically told her it was at 1300 & since u bloody know e damn time why couldn't u have left house earlier?! or packed ur bloody bag earlier in order NOT to be late??e nerve of some ppl! sheez..
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I am 36% evil.
I could go either way. I have sinned quite a bit but I still have a bit of room for error. My life is a tug of war between good and evil.
sorry about my earlier post. wasn't in e best of moods. i just HATE it when ppl lie & use me! arghh.. these ppl should just ROT in HELL where they belong.
ok enough of that. went shopping just now! *grins* bought another spagetti top with a free skirt! e free skirt was thanks to fel & pr who were so kind to let me grab sth free. *bounces* now i'm tigger! *chuckles*
met fel's bf today. he looked so boyish! =D kinda resembles alvin [NOT foo], my other fren. wanted to get his present but by e time we got to e shop, it was already closed *sob sob* just had dinner not long ago. *sigh* mum made me eat it! =/ just took a quiz that tells what type of person u are by your choices in food. hmmm.. quite true for me! ::QuiZ::
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Monday, April 12, 2004
why are guys such knaving, lying & cheating bastards!! WHY?? can someone tell me why?? all of them are jerks!! why do i have to go thru e process of knowing someone only to be hurt by that same BASTARD all over again.
time & time i forgave him for what he done when other could not but instead of being repentant, he went to do it again!
that FCUKING BASTARD!! this is the last straw! i'm not gonna talk to him anymore. i hate it when people lie to me to gain my sympathany. so if u are e FCUKING BASTARD reading this [yes i mean U] don't EVER call me or msg me!
i'm so sick of hearing you tell me 1 story when i hear sth else from someone else. i hope u get ur retribution for all that u have caused!
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hmmm...guess what's e slogan for my name!! quick quick!!
"Every kiss begins with Stacey." wahahahahaha... *ROTFL* kewl right? lolx.. free kisses anyone?? *MUACKS*
a little christian joke i got off an email sent to me. [all christian readers pls pls DO NOT kill me as i'm NOT e person who created this joke! it's only meant as an entertainment]
Little Mary was not the best student in Sunday School. Usually she slept through the class. One day the teacher called on her while she was napping, ''Tell me, Mary, who created the universe?'' When Mary didn't stir, little Johnny, an altruistic boy seated inthe chair behind her, took a pin and jabbed her in the rear. ''God Almighty !'' shouted Mary and the teacher said, ''Very good'' and Mary fell back to sleep.
A while later the teacher asked Mary, ''Who is our Lord and Savior?'' But Mary didn't even stir from her slumber. Once again, Johnny came to the rescue and stuck her again. ''Jesus Christ!'' shouted Mary and the teacher said, ''Very good,'' and Mary fell back to sleep.
Then the teacher asked Mary a third question, ''What did Eve say to Adam after she had her twenty-third child?'' And again, Johnny jabbed her with the pin. This time Mary jumped up and shouted, ''If you stick that damn thing in me one more time, I'll break it in half!''
The Teacher fainted.
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still so sleepy!! *yawns* slept for 14 hours & yet i'm still sleepy & tired. wokr up 4 times during e night, 3 of which was caused by my maid! gRr..so pissed.
1st time was asking me whether i wanted dinner anot when i specifically said that i'm NOT hungry in HER presence! she had to wake me up just went i'm about to enter wonderland! grRr..
2nd time was in e middle of e night. dunno why i woke up also. maybe just to look at the time? *shrugs*
3rd & 4th time was by who else but my maid, asking for e laundry basket [ok i admit THAT was my fault =P] & to turn on e heater for my grandma to bathe ........
decided against going out today coz too damn lazy. looks like gotta change back to my everyday clothes =P tmr then go buy pressie for my fren. hope got enough money to buy though. shEez.. going broke soon. gotta get me a job & start earning cold hard cash to fund me & my education fund! donations anyone? *winks*
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Saturday, April 10, 2004
soooooo tired & sleepy!! *yawnz* woke up early today to go for that stupid post SIP briefing. wasn't any fun coz they only tell us what we already knew, which was size of poster, deadline for handing SIP & FYP logbook & report & also about advance standing in s'pore & australia. like we don't already know that *rolls eyes*
passed wz his pressie =D *grinz* he said he liked it..hMmm..hope so bah. had loads of fun teasing him that it was a huge mirror for him! haha *ROTFL* =P i'm so mean! *devilish grin*
went to pastamania to eat lunch. e carbonara damn delicious *drOOls* heehee. then went window shopping with sharon, mel & sirong. then went parkway to window shop some more!! haha.
left around 6 to go back to lab to get e poster board. aren't we lucky that e board is e same size as our requirements? heehee..that means dun need to waste more unnecessory money!! yeaH!!
guess what muddle head i am. i left e board outside e pantry to check whether my cup has mysteriously returned [oh did i tell u guys that i LOST my cup on e LAST WEEK of attachment!! FCUK!!] but sadly no. took my cute bottle of sweets & just left e lab like that! completely forgetting about my poster board until i got to the elevator. i was like "EH! how come my hands so empty??" *sigh* so went back to get lor...
now gonna bathe then go sleep!!
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Friday, April 09, 2004
woke up @ 11am today!! wanted to sleep more but e lure of my tapes [AMI!! what were u thinking?!] dragged me outta bed. =P lazed around at home today. wanted to go e john little sale @ expo but was too darn lazy to get out of e house. *sigh* boy am i getting lazier & lazier! *pouts*
starting to work on my new blogskin now. wonder how it'll look *ponders* it'll probably take awhile coz i'm a HTML idiot!! haha *bleah* getting lamer & lamer! HELP!! *grins*
printed out my cover page & put everything in my file. e file i bought is *gushes* so so cute! it's white in colour. just e colour that i was looking for. heehee.
anyone ever seen a 30ml beaker b4?? my lab had one so i took a picture of it! here it is:
amazing!! 1st time learnt how to put pictures directly from my own file!! wahahahaha
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Thursday, April 08, 2004
FREEDOM!!! finally e last day has arrived!! so super duper happi!! *jumps around* now it's freedom time. can do watever i like. well that is until i get a job or by some miracle NTU decides to accept me?! [ya right =P]
no more waking up @ 7am, no more walkin to & fro from work & most importantly no more eating bread for lunch practically almost everyday!! *bleah* gonna get anaemia or sth...
took loads & loads of pictures!! gonna place them on my yahoo photo album for u guys to see *giggles* i know sth's wrong with my drop down links so i'll be re-doing my WHOLE blog [again! *groans*] using frontpage this time. i think i understand frontpage better than watever is online. *shrugs* now must go search for my frontpage disc..
finished my SIP report & left with e cover page that i haven't printed. i think i'll print it tmr. watever. still got loads of time anyway *grins*
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Wednesday, April 07, 2004
feeling kinda high at e moment. dunno why *shrugs* =) feeling so happi!! must e overdose of sour cream? or e fact that i'm on msn with pr & also on web cam with her? or that i'm talkin to jh? hahaha... e list can just go on & on.. =D
finally scolded A for not calling me back since 1 BLOODY MONTH ago!! stupid stupid guy! guys just can't keep their promises can they? that's why guys should never i repeat NEVER make empty promises to girls if they intend to forget them or not fulfill them.
mind you i'm not saying on behalf of anyone. i'm speaking from experience. i HATE it when guys make promises that they fail to keep in e end. BAH! the world would be such a better place if these guys were never around to begin with.
shit! just quarrelled with my mum earlier on. like it was my fault?! she didn't check my hamster's water bottle & starts using an accusing tone on me!! WTF?! i know i'm ur daughter but don't have to use that kind of tone on me b4 u even check e damn bottle!! worse still she makes it like it's MY DAMN FAULT!! HELL!!
i've already had it up till here *place hand at nose level* i'm sick & tired of pleasing u, pleasing u for e past 19 yrs of my damn life! just so sick!! i know some of u might disagree but i don't care at e moment. [excuse me for that <---] i know MY limits & i would appreciate it if you would AT LEAST trust me?? but noooooo...u just go on & on & on..and STOp treating me like a damn 5-yr-old kid who dunno right from wrong!! i've been thru stuffs u didn't even believe would happen to me & yes sometimes i do act like a kid but that DOESN'T mean u have to treat me like one!! i'm 20 yrs old for GODSAKE!!
thank god for my forgiving nature. i forgive but don't forget easily. it's human nature i guess. even as i blog now, i don't feel that anger [like above] anymore. just plain emptyness...
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Tuesday, April 06, 2004
2 MORE DAYS!! finally it's only 2 more days before i'm free!! opps..we are free! heehee *grins* feel so high at e moment. little did i know that this joyful moment was not meant to be. and i'll be grumpy.
what's e bloody use of a heater when it doesn't warm you up?! turning on e heater means that e person who turns it on [meaning me] should at least get a fair amount of hot water right? WRONG! i didn't even get one bloody drop! BAH!! *curse*
irritating. doing my SIP report now & guess what? i've got almost 2,800 words!! that's like wayYyy overshot e given range. shit! how how? i'm trying to cut down by putting losta stuff in e appendices but still so much. some more haven't write analysis, conclusion & recommendations! aRghhh.. *headache*
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Sunday, April 04, 2004
4 MORE DAYS!!! so pissed with some ppl!! don't they have any sense of responsibility?? argHhh...thank goodness a spot of shopping did some healing & i'll say this for e LAST & FINAL TIME. I'M NOT GONNA PLAN ANY MORE GATHERINGS!! went tp mt vernon to pay respects to my grandfather, grand-uncle & great-grandfather since good friday was coming. then went to tm for shopping. bought myself a mini-skirt but it was still a little loose. it's a small size somemore! *shrugs* mum paid for it so who cares..heehee
then went genki to eat..was very very full after that coz ususally never eat so much in 1 day! *bleah*
bought wz's present too!! it took me quite awhile to decide what to get him that's useful for him. hope that he likes it! *cross fingers*
today woke up so early dunno why *ponders* hMmm...
Listening to "Sexy, Naughty, Bitchy" by Tata Young
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Thursday, April 01, 2004
7 MORE DAYS!! damn damn sleepy *yawnz* feeling so tired but brain functioning in super fast mode *sigh* aRgHhh...need sleeping pills need sleeping pills need sleeping pills
DAMN! sth's wrong with my monitor's plug. suddenly my monitor can go off onez .....
photocopied my resume, academic results & cca transcripts @ work today. heehee..5 sets! *pEngz* made my bag so heavy~ dunno what else to write leh.. *sigh* my life is getting even more borrrrrring [like it's even possible?!] *shrugs* watever..
just read my 8 days & found out that they're gonna show MGII next thurs onwards! i already watched e whole series & they start showing them!! *rolls eyes* BOO them! for MGII only!
haven't watched my AMI tape yet. heard from e rest that yesterday's episode SUXED to e core! esp john stevens. man! i wonder who will be voted out today. hope it's camille *prays*
hmmm...hectic month --->
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