To WZ & WR: Happi Bdae!! I hope today was one of e BEST days of ur life =) best wishes for ur future, love lives, careers, health & wealth wise!! *giggles*
just finished changing my resume & cover letter. now my cover letter seems so short coz i decided to take out some paragraphs. okok..a few paragraphs [for those who have seen my cover letter] it's barely even 1 page now! =)
watched 'da nu ren.xiao nu ren' in direct eng translation, it means 'big woman.small woman'. kinda stupid lah e direct translation. seems like ch8 likes to portray us [women, esp married ones] as being unfaithfully. well, it's about time! ever since ancient time, men have ALWAYS been e ones who are able to have 'san qi si qi', meaning 3 wives 4 wives, but when a woman is caught in bed with a man other than her husband, she's branded an adulteress. WTF!! that's so bloody UNFAIR!! re-trial! re-trial!!
why is e world such that MEN have to be e dominant creatures? THINK! without women there'll be no men! u think men will be able to bear e pain of childbirth a la 'Junior'?? the ans 'NO!' definately NOT!! and bec of that 'dominant streak' men get all egotistic, chauvinistic & arrogant! aRghhh..e list can just go on & on & on... *drones on*
BAH! betta stop myself b4 i cont insulting all e male population & i might just get pounded or even worse *eyes widens* 6 feet under! let me just clarify: NOT all guys are like that! lucky for me most of e guys i know aren't e least bit like that! yea yea..u guys can start smiling *grins*
Try - Nelly Furtado
All I know
Is everything is not as it's sold
but the more I grow the less I know
And I have lived so many lives
Though I'm not old
And the more I see, the less I grow
The fewer the seeds the more I sow
Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try
Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try
I wish I hadn't seen all of the realness
And all the real people are really not real at all
The more I learn the more I cry
As I say goodbye to the way of life
I thought I had designed for me
Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try
Then I see you standing there
I'm all I'll ever be
But all I can do is try
Try
All of the moments that already passed
We'll try to go back and make them last
All of the things we want each other to be
We never will be
And that's wonderful, and that's life
And that's you, baby
This is me, baby
And we are, we are, we are, we are
Free
In our love
We are free in our love
just love this song.. *nightdreams*
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it's a half-dead day for me as usual due to e fact that i slept late again last night *sigh* why do i keep suffering from insomia?? *bewildered look*
trying my best to stay awake and not to rub my eye coz it's damn itchy! *itchy itchy* it's usually e quiet hour around this time so got nothing to do, decided to blog. there's no interesting webby for me to view apart from 'blog-surfing' & 'friendster-surfing'. haha *chuckles*
searching to see whether there's a HP fellowship but it seems like there's thousand & one ppl whose names are 'Harry Potter'!~ WTH!! gonna give up my search liao..just too many to look thru & i'm just too tired.
read belle's blog & she said that there's a huge partYyyy coming up! it's probably held @ 1 of e huge chalets @ changi but everyone has to pay about $20++!! EX AH!! *bleah* there will be free-flow of booze & food. everyone from BMs (BMT) - YR3 is invited!! yeaHh!! *jumps up & down* hope they book e chalet soon coz we'll be ending in like 8 DAYS!! can't wait *grins*
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Tuesday, March 30, 2004
hmmm..sorry about e previous entry..wasn't in e best of moods. *sigh*
anyway guess what my name mean!! quick quick! *sees ppl rolling eyes* alright alright..i'll tell ya Stacey Goh = Friendly Destroyer~ haha..i'm friendly but i will also destory ya *smirks* how ironic! so better not come too close ya..if not i'll destory e whole lot of ya. muahahaha.. *evil laugh*
okok..lameness kicking in again.. *chuckles*
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Monday, March 29, 2004
it's monday again~ which means there's ONLY 2 MORE WEEKS till e end!!! *jumps up & down* so happy *beams*
finally written finish my SIP logbook which leaves me only 1 week which i'm sure can be finished tmr *grins* didn't do much today coz was busy 'updating' my SIP logbook & writing my SIP report. write & write until my hand so tired =/
saw jh on e way home =) teased him abit but hey it's all in good humour~ *giggles* felt kinda happy seeing him after soooooo long. talked awhile then i went to NTUC to see whether got any strawberries anot. hMmm..dunno why i keep having this sudden craving for starwberries! *bleah*
just made muah chee & gonna bring it to work tmr. let e rest of them try but i think it's not that good *shrugs*
just looked into e mirror & noticed that my fringe isn't that red anymore. wonder why? *ponders* must be e frequent washing of my hair bah..
heard from wendy that eating too much salmon can get u cancer. -.-o how?? salmon is e ONLY fish that makes me desire to EAT fish. haha *chuckles* dun care la..still gonna eat my salmon =P
life suxs! i have shitty job [no pay], shitty life [practically no life] & well shitty rules to obey! WTF!! i'm a bloody 20 year old person! to hell with e rules! F lah..as much as i would like to break those F******* rules, i can't ......... i'm such a shitty person *groans*
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Joke of the day: Three Women
There were 3 women - 1 German, 1 Japanese & 1 Hillbilly. They were all sitting naked on a sauna when suddenly there was a loud beeping sound. The German pressed her forearm & the beeping stopped. The others looked at her questioningly. "That was my pager," she replied. "I have a microchip under the skin of my arm." A few minutes later, a phone rang. The Japanese woman lifted her palm to her ear, when she finished, she explained, "That was my mobile phone. I have a microchip in my hand." The Hillbilly woman felt decidely low-tech but not to be outdone, she decided she had to do something just as impressive. She stepped out of the sauna & went to the bathroom. She then returned with a piece of toliet paper hanging from her behind. The others raised their eyebrows & stared at her. The Hillbilly woman finally said, "Well, will you look at that! I'm getting a FAX!"
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real stupid right? hiazz...this is just what puts us [women] in e wrong light!! makes guys assume that we're just some dumb blonds!! lemme tell ya...we're NOT! we are just about e smartest creatures on earth! haha...i'm indirectly praising myself *giggles* actually everyone is smart, it's whether that person wants to hone that particular skill of his/her. but then again, I AM STUPID! *bleah*
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Sunday, March 28, 2004
Been soooo long since i last blogged..Lemme count *licks fingers and starts counting* 1...2...3...4!! OMG~ 4 long days~ Anyone missed me? HeehEe =D LAME~ Ya I know.. *winks*
Went to highlight my hair last Fri. It was damn cheap considering e length of my hair. But i felt that i had wasted & yet not wasted my money. understand? *sees ppl shaking head* not wasted in e sense that for my length, it would have probably cost me nearly $100! but i only paid $35 for it! *grins* now when an ad says 'any length', it should mean ANY length right? WRONG! it means any length as long as it's above e bar...opps..BRA line. look where bad eng gets you? miscommunications & fustrations. BAH!
wasted in that i look so kuku now!! aRghhh...boy does my fringe look damn horrible. it's like there is patch of bright red on my fringe!! so freaking obvious & i look kinda stupid. arghhh..never gg back there in da future. i rather stick to home-dyeing. at least i trust my mum more than those hairdressers. really felt bad for 'dragging' pr there coz i just read her blog & saw that she didn't like e result.
To pr: so so so very sorry =/
after e highlighting, we went to have dinner & then hang out @ Mac's coz me & wendy still hungry. hehee =D feels great to be able to eat watever i want but still gain little..ok almost nth. *evil grin* *runs & hide for cover*
we started chit-chatting..mostly abt relationships. boy am i glad that i'm no longer in a relationship. makes me feel so much happier that i'm still SINGLE! i know i might be missing out on sth nice & wonderful but it beats getting ur heart broken, quarrelling, miscommunications, shoutings, cold wars, ignorement [is there even such a word?] or insecurity.
feel sad that none of my frens' relationships are like e romance novels. so lovely & touching. but well in reality....you know lah..but then again we still have to be thankful that we don't get to experience those dreadful obstacles that e characters faced in e books; kidnaps, runaways, humiliations, etc...
i suddenly feel so blessed to be alone~ =) lalalalala... =P
Saturday: saw conan while waiting for e elevator @ work. was kinda surprised to see him there coz...HELLO! it's like @ CGH not in sch or sth..kekeke..anyway went to lynda's house to play mj with my collegues. from 4pm all e way until nearly 12.30am! waHhh..that's e longest that i've ever played b4. thank goodness for Phei's bf who was so so kind to send us home. =) To Phei & bf: thank you! =)
back to lazy sunday again. should be writing my SIP report soon. already written abit but got mental block. *shrugs*
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Thursday, March 25, 2004
Today had a very very 'feng fu' lunch, all thanxs to Dr Pang. [Dr Pang, YOU RULE!] haha..Ok lame. Yeah that's me! Well Dr Pang is leaving CGH [dunno when] to NZ. *sigh* Soooo good...The land of 'Middle Earth'. HOw fantasizing & magical~ =/
It's kinda sad even though I'm also leaving in like 2 WEEKS TIME!! *jumps up and down* Still haven't started on my SIP report. I know I know, I should start on it sooner~ But...Am feeling kinda lazy at the moment =P Probably will start writing tmr at work of coz *devious smile*
Read Xiaxue's [in case you dunno who she is, she's 1 of e mydream8 contestant whom I think is quite quirky, interesting & direct] yesterday & was tickled by her posts. They are so funny, direct & straight to the DAMN point! That's one COOL BABE~
I'm starting to panic coz I dunno what I wanna do in the future~!@! aRghHhh..*pulls hair* HOw how how?? I just feel like staying @ home & doing nothing =X Don't wanna work, don't wanna study. DAMN! *curse & swear*
I don't mind workin but I'm very particular about jobs. Hiazzz...if this goes on, there goes my future =s
While you may respect hierachies such as that of royalty, you don't want to be tied down or bound to class-systems or any thing that would restrict you from what you love to do. You live a contented life as you have most everything you require and that which you don't, you are content with the knowledge that you will receive it one day. You are peaceful and have a desire to help others and to do the right thing. You would love to help starving communities or help just one person in trouble. You are truly a beautiful human being.
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What kind of friend am I?
LEO As a friend you are worth your weight in pure gold. Leo is a mighty good friend. He/She does not ditch people. Leo is very warm and sincere.Your idealism and romanticism comes through very strongly here. Blessed is the person who has a Leo friend
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I HAVE A FREAKING HEART OF GOLD?! HUH?? -.-??? wahahahaha
I know it's late & I should be sleeping coz tmr got work but I CAN'T SLEEP!! aRgHhh...Just came back from watching The Eye 2 with Wendy & Yannie. Was very funny for a scary movie & quite touching too!
There was a guy who was sitting behind us & he put his foot in between e seats of mine & Wendy's! If Wendy hadn't told me, I wouldn't have known -.-||| [thanks ah Wendy =P] Then there was this pair of gals who were too scared to watch, so they took a windbreaker & used it as a blanket to cover their WHOLE faces! Then when I turned back, I started laughing coz e windbreaker was white in colour & it looked like there was a huge patch of white covering that particular seat!~ haha
The storyline wasn't so bad, it was quite touching but it still made me laughed! e only scary part was when e ghosts were sort of 'swimming' into e vagina [you all do know what's a vagina right? It's e place where e guy inserts his penis into? ring a bell? haha =D] of e pregnant woman who was giving birth. e ghost was going in head 1st! From this story, I learnt that everytime a woman gives birth, there's a ghost waiting by her side 'protecting' her so that he/she will be able to reincarnate. Creepy huh? Kinda makes me feel like not giving birth EVER!
I wonder who I was in my past life before I was born... *ponders*
I should probably get to bed soon.. *sigh* Feel so tired lately..JUst so tired...BUt unfortunately my mind just refuse to heed my body's desire. Finally finished watching my tapes. AMI3 roxs!!
I'm rooting for Matthew Rogers, La Toya London & John Peter Lewis!! JPL is such a cutie~~ =)~~~ *drools* don't you think he looks like Samwise Gamgee from LOTR?? and his dance moves... *burst out laughing* KEWL~
Reading some really good Sims stories now. Tis a pity I've stopped play The Sims coz e other com is moving way too slow & I can't stand it! So I have no choice but to wait until I get my very OWN hard drive so that I can install all my games inside without my dad complaining about how much space I take up with my games in his com =P
I'll just have to start saving money soon..DARN! Cannot buy all those clothes & bags!! *wails*
GeeZz..I'm really going insane! -.-00
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It's e usual slow kinda Sunday..Woke up @ around e same time every Sun [dunno how I go about doing that!] which is about 11am. Just nice for watching Huan Zhu Ge Ge on Ch 8.
Anyway wanted to do my FYP report but as I stared @ e screen, it stared back @ me. *sigh* Got abit of mental block. e weather now is cool & wet. Just nice for a nap or even some play time in e rain!
Have been thinking [damn I think too much]... What makes e world goes round? For e lovers/couples, it would be love. For e rich & famous, it most probably be money & fame respectively. For e poor, it probably would be seeing that their family members smile. For singles, it would probably career satisfaction. Please correct me if I'm wrong in any of e above. These are all based on my views & thoughts so there's no facts or scientific explanations.
But for me, none of e above makes my world go round. *shrugs* Sometimes I ponder what makes me wanna live, survive, help people, try to understand e thoughts of every human being [like that possible! it's just a phrase] & dish out stupid & lame advice to others when I don't even heed them myself! Who do I think I am?! GOD?! Hell NO!! I'm just a plain-looking, simple & stupid girl. BAH!
It must be e rain doing all these to my mind. hUmpH.. It's gotta be e rain!
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Saturday, March 20, 2004
Just came back from work about 2 1/2 hours ago & have been busy since! Surprisingly today wasn't the usual 'oh-so-slow-that-I'm-gonna-fall-asleep' kind of Saturday. There were many samples being sent down for tests & bld bank side was so flooded that they needed 3 ppl to help out! Imagine that! Usually bld bank is rather quiet on a Sat but today so many patients wanted bld packets that everyone [@ bld bank] was running here & there to match bld, ans phone, do ABO bld grouping & ab sensitivity testing. Alright alright, I'm exaggrating a little...Well..Maybe alot..Hehe =D
After coming back from work, decided to clear my 'will-be-messy-soon' table. *sigh* I didn't realize that I left so much junk on the table! *bleah* Tried to clear them as best as I could, knowing that in a few weeks time, it will just get cluttered & messy again .......
Anyway I also did 'spring-cleaning' for my closet. I know it's not e new year or sth but I SO NEED space in my closet for my clothes!!! When I took out all my clothes & pilled them 1 on top of e other, guess where they reached?? It reached nearly 5 inches above my knee!! UNBELIEVABLE!! *disbelieving look* Moreover that's only clothes that were hanging..e others which were folded were not included.
Anyway managed to make some space for my new 3 quarts & shirt from U2-Women & G2000 respectively. I also noticed that like still got space to put more *gleams* [-.*] Lolx
Better go watch my tapes liao & eat tai huay!! =)~~~~ *drools*
Now listening to Perfect 10 98.7fm
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Thursday, March 18, 2004
From a newspaper article in Taiwan [dunno whether true anot]
Doctors at the Taipei Medical University Hospital have seen a marked increase in the number of patients complaining of having mobile phones stuck inside them. The vibrating phones are apparently inserted as part of a sex game, with boyfriends ringing up their women every few minutes. Unfortunately, the vibrations can cause the phone to slide in deeper and deeper, eventually making it impossible to remove without medical attention. The Nokia 8850 is the favored cell phone model because it has a particularly strong vibration function. *********************************************************************
N8850 anyone? *sly grin* Muahaha -.*
Was feeling high when I read that..Haha..I must have inhaled too much acetone while removing my nail polish *shrugs*
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Just put in a web counter to count e no. of time ppl came to 'whisper spells'..Heehee =D Hope that it can hit a really really high no =)
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Wednesday, March 17, 2004
Guess what? My library books were due today & I just returned them..Heehee =D *grins* 1st time I dragged e deadline.
Today my time was spent majorly in front of e pc scouring for info from e internet for my logbook. Oh..I already said that earlier..Silly me *giggles*
ArgHh...can't find my Yr 1 Sem 2 results!!! HOw how how?? I need it to reg for that stupid course @ NTU, even though I know I won't get in. My parents had to force me to reg, so...there you go.
Why e HELL can't parents understand? and they can even say they did it for our own good? or we should just let them make their own mistakes so that they'll learn? If so, then why e HELL am I not learning anything? BAH! Coddswarp...
There's a bloody beetle flying arD~ *screams* HELP!! I hate bettles!!
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Stupid stupid Blogger!!! aRghhh...written a post on Sun but my darn com had to hang!! *starts cursing* ^%@*#
BAH!! Watever..Will try to remember what I wrote last Sun...
Went to LOTR exhibition last Sat & it was superly cool & COLD! *bRrr* I forgotten to bring my jacket coz I didn't expect it to be THAT cold! Manz..All e costumes were soooooo beautiful!! Especially Galaderiel's & Arwen's~~ =)~~
Hmmm..Walked past a Charles & Keith shop & decided to 'pop' in to take a look @ e slippers that I have been eyeing for so long. I guess it's time to throw away my Trail slippers. *makes face*
Back then, Trail slippers were like e coolest slipper of all!@ Everyone must have it right from e super Ah Bengs/Lians to e geeks & nerds! Hell even I also had to have one..no no two =P haha
Now having regrets coz it doesn't match with anything I have in my closet!? It's a fashion disaster [not that I care] I just like my clothes to be comfortable & matching [soothing to my eyes that is]
Now I'm at work, using e com & @ e same time writing my logbook. Sooooo borrring
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Saturday, March 13, 2004
To Hiang: Happi Birthday!! Hope that today will be one of e best days in your life =)
Going out soon, have interview @ TP for OL. Wish me luck! *winks*
Will be going to e LOTR exhibition [screams "LEGOLAS! LEGOLAS!" *blushes*] with a junior of mine that I met thru internet. The 'wonders' of internet huh..Still trying to figure out those 'wonders'.
Now have to think of what to get for Zhou since his bday is fast approaching! *ponders* Even Xiu also dunno what to get for him..Hmm..Maybe I should just go right out & ask him like I did for Melvin?
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Friday, March 12, 2004
oHhh...It's already 1804!! Which means I finally can hang my lab coat & head home. *grins* Trying to wile e time away when there's nothing to be done =P e waiting in e lab after 5pm suxs! =P
Tmr pr might be gg to M.O.S or S.O.S hMmm...still thinking whether I should go anot.. *sigh* Why must parents be so frigging RIGID?! Can't they be a little more flexible? BAH! Maybe I'll understand when/IF I get to become a parent [highly unlikely] but I know that I'll most probably not stop my kid from gg clubbing coz I don't want them to feel what I'm feeling now...
Thinking of gg somewhr to hang later & maybe never go home?! *ponders* Wonder whn can that happen...
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You are an Outcast Angel! These angels were once upon a time, very loved, and of the highest ranks of all the angels. But, when something terrible happened in their lives, much like the dark- angels, the outcasts leave the heavens and move down to earth. Out casts angel are not necessarily evil. In fact, they are quite kind, but filled with grief and guilt unimaginable. Outcast angels are usually formed when they have failed something, and ridden with guilt, they are banned out of heaven, sent down to earth, and live alone. They are always quite and sad, and rarely contact with humans. If a human befriends an outcast angel, they have a friend for life.
Just came back not long ago & now I'm itching all over!! aRgHhh...Looks like I'm definately allergic to cats!! Why why why?? Cats are sooooo cute!! *eyes opens big big* lolx
Heard a talk today [shall not go into details] that got me thinking whether such businesses DO exist?! Hmmm...
Eating my supper now, rou chuo mian from Bedok North's Blk 85 there...Hehe =D *drools*
Had a strange dream last night, it always amazes me how I forget them after I wake up & then remember them when I'm showering. Hmmm...weird huh? Anyway about this dream, there were 3 of us [sorry I can't remember e other 2 but I know they were also girls; Charlie's Angels?], we were trapped in this dark cave by Russian soldiers [I think] with no weapons but only our clothes on. So we decided to rush out to take them by surprise & snatch their weapons, namely guns & such.
We were almost successful but at alas we were out-numbered by 3 to eh...30 [?] Anyway they got this 1 person to escort us to e helicopter [how dumb can they get?] when we got into action. 1 of my gal pal hit that guy in e face & jumped into e helicopter. e rest of us followed suit & soon she got e helicopter flying with e soldiers cursing & swearing at us in all manner.
She flew e helicopter over some ocean when it started to rain heavily..Rained so heavily that everything was just a blur..
We just flew on blindly when I noticed that we were approaching a dark blur. I told her to get closer and then I realized that it was actually a building! Since we were running low on fuel, we decide to dock there as we were quite sure those nasty soldiers weren't able to follow us in that rain. Low and behold that was truely a building! Guess where we were? Moscow?! WTH? e weirdest thing was it wasn't raining there! Not a drop in sight, not even a puddle of water on e ground. Just plain warm sunshine! WTF?? What e hell was happening?! Without bothering to ans our queries, we landed e damn helicopter & hide it among some trees. We then headed down to e far side of e lane to e coffeeshop [-.-??] to have our supper [more -.-???] Hell I dunno what's wrong with my dreams these days...Getting more & more superly weird!
HOw can there be a coffeeshop shop IN Moscow?!?! How can we haven supper on a bright & sunny day?? Shouldn't supper be at night when it's all dark & cool & when everyone has eaten their dinner?? I guess I must be slowly losing my sanity =P
I'm so pissed with myself coz I asked my bro to tape over this week's episode of Smallville with AI3's result when I haven't even watched Smallville yet!! aRgHhh...Stupid me!! *bangs head on wall* Should have forwarded e tape 1st b4 I left e house this morning!!! *more banging head onto e wall*
Senses Challenge Now listening to 'Bring Me To Life' by Evanescence
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Tuesday, March 09, 2004
e day passed so slowly today, like a snail making it's way from my house to Eastpoint! aRghHh..Had to work until 1830 today to pay back for yesterday's 1 hr. *sigh* Why can't Mr Tan just give us every alternate Saturdays off instead of us having to pay them back??
Went to buy some ingredients for my baked rice. Dunno whether it'll taste nice anot -.-? I hope so lah...If not tmr don't bring to work liao..All will go to e place where it belongs! And that's e DUSTBIN!
Measured my TC [total cholesterol] using this cute little machine that looks like e one which measures glucose levels for diabetic ppls but instead it measures TC. My level was e highest among all those who tried out that machine! WTH?? [@-@] What happened?! I managed to do finger-prick on loads of ppls today *grins* I wonder whether e machine is reliable anot since we are only using 1 - 2 drops of blood?? I hope that it's not accurate if not I'll be having high cholesterol!!! arGhhh...
Formula of e day: TC = HDL + LDL + (TG/2.2)
Now listening to 'Bounce' by Sarah Conner on Perfect 10 98.7fm
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Monday, March 08, 2004
Today at work damn busy as usual since it's a Monday & most of us Singaporeans typically get MOnday blues! *grins*
Had a discussion meeting @ my place after work. All of them were here surrounding this very com talkin, discussing, analyzing, trying to figure out certain parts, copying & pasting! Haha =D
Poor Wendy was e last one to leave my house coz she was waiting for her daddy to come fetch her home since it was raining. Hmmm...it has been raining since morning huh..Whole day le & I'm feeling quite sleepy *yawnz*
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I feel so relieved! So happy that words cannot even begin to describe this feeling of exhilration that I have just bubbling inside of me *grins*
After so many years, I finally picked up e courage to say something that I should have done years ago. It has been buried deep within me all these years no matter how much I try to put it away, it just keeps coming back at odd times. BUt now that e past has finally been buried [6 feet under no less] this sense of happiness is surging thru me like bubbles in a can of Sprite waiting to float to the surface. Like a bubble waiting to be popped! =)
Chinese proverb of the day: jiu de bu qu xing de bu lai = if old ones don't go, new ones won't come
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Sunday, March 07, 2004
Group C3 You always prefer mantel decisions more then emotional ones due to this you don't have a limited number of friends. You consider life a very beautiful gift and you love to enjoy its colors. There are a number of peoples who are your ideals and you loved to spend a big part of your time with them. You are found to be a very sincere lover.
You have a perfect control on your emotions but sometimes your decisions really effect your beloveds. Hmmm...Seems kinda true *shrugs*
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To Melvin: Happi Birthday!! Hope that you are enjoying ur time karaoking with ur pals =)
Finally got a new shoutbox & it's orange in colour!! Haha *giggles*
Yesterday's entry was quite long hor...So sorry to make u all go thru all my nonsense *sigh* Well gotta super pia my FYP data before 10pm since I'm gonna HAVE to watch Erin Brockovich tonight!
Better go start on my data =P
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Saturday, March 06, 2004
Hello~ This moronic gurL is back! Haha..Haven't been blogging *sniff* I've just felt so damn tired e past week. Dunno why also *shrugs* Just felt like sleeping, sleeping and sleeping & never waking up! HIazz...Nothing much happened e past week although I'm excited at knowing that I only have 4 damn weeks to the end of SIP!! *jumps up and down* *grins*
Haven't written my SIP logbook for e past 2 weeks now..I should get started...Yep..After writing my blog hehe..Alvin Poh came on Thur giving us a huge shock. It was during our lunch time & he just POPPED out of nowhere like magic! All of us had brought our food from home except Farezah. He talked to us about our FYP, food, work @ CGH blah blah blah...They still don't get e purpose of our FYP!! ArghhhH...So damn tired of explaining the same thing so many times...BAH!
Yesterday was Shaowen's birthday. Sent him a sms wiching him 'Happi Birthday' and he msged me back tellin me his present.. *winks* Haha...To Shaowen who might be reading this, I might just follow up on that present of urs when we do meet *winks* Lol..Went out to buy my mum's present coz her bday is next week..Got a scolding from my uncle at e same time too..*sigh* Coz I baked lasagne on Thurs night & brought 2 pieces [1 for me & 1 for Wendy] to work for lunch. Told e rest of e staffs there that I baked it e night b4 & they wanted to try it so I had to go home to bring e whole ceramic tray to work. Glad they liked it & it's all finished *beams proudly* Anyway back to e original story, coz I was gonna go buy my mum's present, I can't possibly lug e whole damn heavy thing tray ard with me so I called my maid to come down to e MRT station to bring it back home. While I was preparing to cross e barrier, @ e train station, my uncle called saying that there's no one to open e door for them & that my grandma was all alone. So I explained that I asked my maid to go down to carry sth but he carried on & on abt how dangerous it was. GeeZ! I know it was dangerous but I also know that my maid won't leave anything dangerous [like gas stove on or tap running] b4 she left e house. I even told her to inform my grandma & also leave e phone with her in case sth realy happened [TOUCHWOOD!] Anyway heck la...just let him scold lor...Wat else can I do? *shrugs* Doesn't matter..Nothing seems to matter anymore...Hmmm...I wonder why.......
Bought my mother & myself a pair of earrings! Hehe...e earring matched her pendant that she had bought from somewhr & my eye was caught on this cute pair of earrings with 3 [fake] diamonds on each stud. After buying, went home to have my dinner then sleep!
Saturday: Today was Kor's birthday, wished him a 'Happi Birthday' too b4 gg to Suntec to e Education cum Career Fair. There were sooo many ppl there that I almost couldn't breathe...There were many courses on Business, IT & Engineering but very very little on Medical Sciences or Biomedical Science. *sigh* Still wondering whether I should persue my studies 1st or continue my edu *ponders*
Popular had a grand sale downstairs @ 1 of e numerous exhibition halls & I had to go take a look since I'm such an avid reader..Lol.. =D BOught 6 books today! Haha...Now am thinking of places to put them...There was also a consumer fair there & I bought e nail stencil art! YipEee...My nails look so prettyyyyy now *gleams* Lol...I'm losing my mind! HELP!! Bought Melvin's present coz his birthday is tmr. It's not what I wanted to get for him but I hope it will do...Might be meeting Gab tmr coz he just came back from 2 weeks of 'vacationing' @ Tekong. Hehe *evil laugh* I FINALLY bought myself a bikini @ B.U.M!! I'm so proud of myself...It's yellow [1 of my fav colours] with corals & seashells imprinted on it! Hehe...It was going on sale for 30% off so I just couldn't resist. Bought a pink t-shirt with e bikini. I'm now eyeing their jumper. Been wanting to get a nice jumper for myself. SHIT! I forgotten to collect my pants that I sent for alterations. DAMN! Ah well..There's always tmr or Monday *shrugs*
Dekap's back! Been missing my shoutbox, was abt to change it...Hmmmm...Maybe I should since dekap is like so unrealiable...Any suggestions? Pls pls email me or sms me *winks*
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Monday, March 01, 2004
A dream of a memory
Hey all, it's been a long time since I last blogged...I had a dream of a memory a few nights ago. Anyone ever had a dream of a memory before? Hmmm...at least this was a happy memory =) There were 4 of us [2 guys & 2 gals] including myself. Let's call them C, J & Q. [Go figure who's who =P] And now the story...
I was sec 3, as I recall, 1 of e best years of my life. I think it was after e exams & we decided to go to TM to hang out & have FUN! Our 1st stop was at Toys 'R' Us, it was cool place with loads of toys & fun stuffs for us to play around. We were walking along e soft toys aisle playing with them like they were talking.
We were laughing so hard at sth J did that some of e parents near us were staring at us! *grins* But who cares!! We were so having FUN!
Then it's on to e gals part where there were Barbie dolls, make-up stuffs & sorts. Q took this jewelled crown & placed it on top of his head. When we all saw him doing that, we started kow-towing & said "Hail Queen Q!" Wahahaha...ROTFL
Then it's on to e guys area where we played with e Lego. We sorta 'snatched' it out of e kids' there.. *evil laugh*
Those were e best times of my sec sch life. Really missed that part of my life coz those were e times whereby friendships were strong & everyone went out together! I still remember e WHOLE group of us [number amounting to nearly half e class] went out to Orchard, TM & even Bedok Interchange!
Now it seems that friendship is so damn fragile. We seldom talk but are still friends. Can't imagine how my life would have been if not for them during those years of FUN.
Lesson learnt: Must always treasure friendship! Never let outsiders ruin a perfect [ok ok who am I kidding, there's no such thing as perfect] friendship. It still amazes me how 1 person can change e lives & friendships of let's say at least 5 people?! DAMN that person! Even though I'm not sure what was transpired between them but I think it was wrong of him to say such stuffs when he knows that there are ppl who are friends with her.
*sigh* Peeps out there, treasure watever friendships/relationships you have now coz you'll never know wat might happen in e future. Friendships can be lost due to some stupid reason or in other cases some stupid guy! So if you value friendship above anything else, those words/news shouldn't matter...
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