I finally know why my Dekap shoutbox cannot load... That's coz dekap.com is changing server so they shut down e WHOLE website. Thus no shoutbox for those of us who are so reliant on shoutboxes. *sigh*
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Monday, February 23, 2004
Been a long time since I last blogged...That's coz I caught a virus [no kidding!] then got fever up & down for e past week. *bleah* Been so sick that I eat medicine & sleep most of e time... Hiazz... No life!
Felt much better today though I still got the flu & thus e nasal-like voice that some ppl might find sexy! Muahahaha... Ok crapping...
Dunno what else to blog *scratch head* Time to watch last week's episode of Smallville with my dad! SMALLVILLE ROXS!!
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Thursday, February 19, 2004
Just watched AI3 this morning & I tell ya "IT ROXS!!" lolx =D Apart from all those useless smses telling us [viewers] how great 'William Hung' is & all. BAH! Enough with e crap on William Hung!! It stinks with a capital S! =p
Anyway it's been a long time since I've blogged kinda due to e fact that I'm sick. *bleah* Yes again! *groans* Been sick for e past 2 1/2 days now..What started as a common flu went on to fever..Just checked my temp & it seems to be getting higher!!! aRgHh..Dengue maybe? *shrugs* Dunno maybe since there was a case of dengue last month at St. 3!! So bloody near my house! BUt I really hope not coz I don't wanna draw blood!! *panics* Can't stand e sight of a needle poking thru my arm. *takes deep breaths*
Let's see now...For e past 2 1/2 days, been eating my medicine [faithfully mind u], sleeping, trying to stay awake while watching some chinese serial drama but failing successfully & doing my FYP consorlidation. Yup that's about it! Finally managed to finish my data, left only a little part that will be done later.
Yesterday was my dad's bday & even though I was total sick & aching, I still went. *sigh* Ate this international buffet which majority of e food were japanese!! I would have loved it if not for my almost dead appetite & aches...Didn't eat much but he didn't blame me coz he know I was still sick. *smiles smugly* Got him 3 pairs of socks, all wrapped up. My mum was guessing what e present was & she said it was colongue!! *bleah* Whr would I get e money for that?! And also I hate most colongues & perfumes so why in e world would I want to buy something that I don't even like? *rolls eyes*
Don't feel like doing anything at e moment, just feel like sleeping and never waking up...KInda like e 'Sleeping Beauty' story 'cept without e Prince Charming. DAMN! I read too much fairytales for my age... *chuckles*
Has anyone ever wonder whether their life is like a story, that is being read by another all-powerful being? Hmmm..and that all that happens was planned by e all-powerful beings? All those trials & tribulations, obstacles, pain, tears, misery & happiness..*shrugs* *ponders*
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Monday, February 16, 2004
Anyone interested in watching William Hung perform again pls click on this link
William Hung
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It's pre-v day now..lolx =D Hope everyone enjoyed their v day weekend? Me spent e morning at work then went home to play Fairyland!! Damn! I think I'm having a MAJOR addiction to Fairyland. *sigh*
Spent e night slacking in front of e tv like a couch potato =P Watched Grease [again! It is a great movie btw] & some Indian match-making show. e ending was quite weird though.. I actually expected e lead actor to die since he was covered with injuries, bruises plus he lost e girl whom he loved but he didn't. He even had time to joke while injured & nursing his broken heart. *bleah* Kinda too sappy for me i guess.. I'm a sadist..Yea I know *evil laugh*
Sunday: Went out with Wendy in e afternoon to e Healthcare exhibition @ Suntec. But before meeting her, went shopping! It just felt soooooo good... To be able to spend money on sth that you liked for e sole purpose of pleasing yourself *giggles* Bought a pair of tie-kind of sandals & a brown skirt with string at e hem line. [Is that how it's described?] Anyhow.. M)Phosis is having sale up to 70% off!! So those who luVvv M)Phosis products pls pls go before 18th or was it 19th *thinks* Feb!!
Then went to buy my dad's & bro's present. *sigh* With so many bdays coming, I think I'm gonna be broke soon *sob sob* Met my mum for dinner & we dined @ Pasta Fresca. e pasta's not bad but a little too salty for me. I think I would have preferred Pastamania!! *grinz*
Went home & watched MTV Asia Awards!! Man it was exhilarating!! I thought Black Eyed Peas & Justin Timberlake shoulda won but e fates had a different future for them huh. Heard from my fren that this yr will be e LAST YR that they will be hosting e MTV Asia Awards in Singapore!! WHY WHY WHY?? =(
Today: Went to e dentist in e morning & he didn't do anything to my tooth coz he said there wasn't enough place to put in e button or spring to push my wisdom tooth upright. So that means I have to pull it out! *OUCH!* He told me that pulling out wisdom tooth will get 5 DAYS MC!! Wahahahaha... I hope that it's next week then WHOLE week dun need to go to work!! *evil laugh*
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Saturday, February 14, 2004
Happy Valentine's Day!!!!
Hmmm...It'a already 14th Feb and it's the day of LUV~ I wish all couples, lovers, would-be couples, engagement couples & lastly married couples a fairytale-like-happily-ever-after kind of story for all of them!
Hehehehehehe =D
I'm sappy at e moment so don't mind me ^.^0 At work now but don't feel like doing anything coz I'm still too sleepy!!
Hiazz...I should have slept earlier last night. *knocks own head*
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Friday, February 13, 2004
Sorry I've not been blogging e past few days. That's coz I've been feeling too damn tired & sleepy to blog. Everyday come home from work & stare at e com to do e stupid data consorlidation *bleah* -.- do until damn sian liao...
I can't believe it's JUST 2 MORE DAYS to v day~~ OMG! Time really moves so damn fast!
I decided to change my blog design & layout coz e previous one was a little too bright for me now..lolx =D I also dunno why *shrugs* Anyway decided to change it to suit e mood for e month of luV~ *scatters hearts around* hehee =D
Everyone should be busy deciding what to get for their loved ones [aWwww] & preparing what to write or make -.* for them. I hereby wish & pray that everyone is able to draw courage & e strength to tell e gal/guy in their hearts how much they actually care for them with SINCERITY! Remember sincerity is ALWAYS e utmost important!!! Without that, it wil be a DAMN FLOP. So if you can't inject some sincerity into your words or tone, then I would suggest that you can forget about e whole damn idea.
Sorry if I seem a little pissed *bows* It's just that I'm trying to forget some things but my mind doesn't seem to want to cooperate! *bleah* Why can't my blasted brain just cooperate with me for ONCE! aRgHhh...
Every night before I go to bed, that blasted scene keeps replaying in my mind. Why the hell must you do this to me?! What e hell have I done to deserve this from you, of all people?! aRgHhh... *screams* I'm going insane soon...
Tmr's Friday the 13th..Muahaha *evil laugh* Everyone remember to bring out all your lucky charms. In case for some of you if you didn't know what counts as a lucky charm, well you're in luck coz I happen to know some...
What you should NEVER do! 1. Don't wear any black clothings
2. Don't walk under a ladder or in our case, the kitchens of HDBs.. [Heehee =P]
3. Don't open an umbrella indoors
I think that's about all I know or can remember at this moment. Hmmm...gotta sleep now..Tmr have to work...Life suxs when you have to work even on v day...............
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Monday, February 09, 2004
An interesting article I found off a mag about what love is...
'The truth is, love is a strange and wonderful thing. The writer Han Suyin called it a many splendoured thing. And it is. Especially when the person you love also loves you back. In that case, there's nothing like it in the world, no feeling that comes close to that deep, knotted feeling in the pit of your stomach, that light-headedness you get whenever you come near each other.
When you're in love, the world glows. You find yourself smiling for no apparent reason. And should the day ever come when you fall out of love, you find yourself asking your friends, "What was I thinking? Why didn't you say something?"
The thing is, you weren't thinking. You were in love. That's the beauty of love. It blinds you. You don't get to analyse it too much. Once it hits, you're a goner. For once in your life, you let down your guard, put away the mental barriers and defences. In other words, you're yourself, warts and all. Even if it's for a short time.'
Hmmm...is that true for most of u with bfs/gfs? Kinda askin for e fun of it. Please don't get offended by anything I said in my blog coz I don't mean any harm =/
Went to e dentist this afternoon & got rubber bands stuck in between my tooth to try to push e tooth away from e other teeth. *bleah* Feeling e pain right now..dunno whether tmr can still chew anot *sigh* e pain of using braces et al...
"A break up is like a broken mirror. It is better to leave it broken than hurt yourself trying to fix it."
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Sunday, February 08, 2004
In e end, I still made it to work & surprisingly made it thru e WHOLE day without coffee or watsoever! It's a miracle~
Sat went down to sch to collect my cheque from Wilson & also to see e others who were there for e final workshop for I-Guides~ This yr's guides are fast packer man! They like finished ALL e goodie bags required before 3pm! OMG! Me & Wolfy were like "Yeah! They are gonna get the cert for 'Best Packers'!" Lolx =D
Then went out with Mel they all to get a present for someone. [Shhh...cannot say who coz even blogs have ears *winks*] Met up with my sec sch frens for dinner & we went to watch the movie 'Gothika'. It's a psyco-thriller which I thought was AWESOME!!! Halle Berry [sp correct anot?] was so pretty! The thrill & suspense was great if not for e couple sitting next to me! e guy was like jumping in his seat everytime something scary comes out. I was shocked & scared by him jumping more than by e movie! *bleah*
"A break up is like a broken mirror. It is better to leave it broken than hurt yourself trying to fix it."
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Thursday, February 05, 2004
Decided to change e poem to sth whereby ppl can get strength, hope & determination [I hope for all 3]. I know I'm crapping now but hell it's already 0113 in the morning & I'm still doing my FYP so it's perfectly alright for me to start crapping a little...or maybe alot =P
Dunno whether I will be able to make it to work tmr anot *sigh* Hopefully.........NOT *grinz*
"A break up is like a broken mirror. It is better to leave it broken than hurt yourself trying to fix it."
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Wednesday, February 04, 2004
Hmmm...my poem abit weird huh? Well, it's dedicated to all those out there [who are reading my so pathetic blog] who are feeling down, lost, emotional or even suffering from mood swings. *winks* Yup, u know who u are...
I know the ending is abit abrupt but hey that's all I could think of in this short expanse of time. Now still at work refusing to do watever I'm supposed to do..muahahaha
Today gotta work till 6pm so that this sat I'm off -.-
Lame right! Can't believe they made us work longer hours just so we could have our Saturdays off.. o.0""
Tonight is probably gonna be another sleepless night *sigh* Have been trying to pia thru my data consorlidation to make it in time for Fri's meeting but from e looks of things, it might work or it'll be damn CMI.
"A break up is like a broken mirror. It is better to leave it broken than hurt yourself trying to fix it."
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In the darkness, I have been searching...
Searching for what,
Searching for who,
I do not know.
Maybe I'm searching for someone who is able to bring me out.
To find the light at the end of this dark and long tunnel...
Everyone says that there's always a light at the end of every tunnel
But at this point in time,
Who can really believe that when you're so weak and vulnerable.
You want so much to believe,
To believe what that person tells you
But your heart sings a different tune.
Over time you will become so lost that you give up,
You feel so numb that you would rather lie there & rot...
Then you hear a sweet voice,
Telling you not to give up hope, your dreams, your goals.
With this tiny flare of hope inside of you,
You decided "What the heck!"
Got up and slowly inch by inch walk forward towards that sweet voice
And towards the light at the end of the tunnel...
"A break up is like a broken mirror. It is better to leave it broken than hurt yourself trying to fix it."
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Sunday, February 01, 2004
A new month has just started..hMmm..this shows that time goes by very very fast! It's already e 2nd month of 2004. OMG! Soon my SIP will be over~ *yeaHhh* muahahahaha...
Still not feelin too well..*sigh*
This is e month of luV~ That's wad everyone calls it. BAH! Luv luv luv...What e hell is it? Anyone knows? Haha..This is definately 1 trick qn that some ppl know or most ppl are still out there searching for e correct ans. Well, there's no correct ans coz it depends on individual's ideals, dreams & feelings. If u feel that u care enough for this person that u are willing to anything to make him/her happy, that probably to u is Love & maybe to others around u. Everyone has their dream guy/gal but e person whom u get together with is seldom ur dream guy/gal but somehow u managed to find it in ur heart to shower care, concern & love for this person even though he is far from being ur ideal guy/gal.
Hmm...I seem to have lots to say about this..hehe =D Better shut my trap before I go on & on & on n this entry will be longer than e last. Haha.. =P
"A break up is like a broken mirror. It is better to leave it broken than hurt yourself trying to fix it."
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